Episode 29
Team Kara
Join host Erika Audrey on this juicy episode of Clover Club as she is joined by her dear friend Kara Hidinger, co-owner of Staplehouse. With a friendship spanning 15 years, Erika and Kara share a special bond rooted in shared experiences, including the loss of loved ones to cancer. In this candid conversation, they tackle real-life topics like marriage, parenting, entrepreneurship, and the bitter sweet symphony of love and loss. Amidst the poignant moments, the duo also reminisces about hilarious embarrassing stories and cherished memories. Tune in for an authentic and touching discussion that delves into the highs and lows of life, friendship, and resilience.
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Transcript
Welcome to Clover club, a podcast about
curious conversations and stories and
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:tended to make you laugh and learn.
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:I'm your host, Erica.
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:And today I am joined by oh.
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:One of my favorite,
favorite, favorite people.
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:Kara Heidinger Cara.
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:Hi.
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:Hello, Erika.
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:Thanks for having me today.
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:Oh my gosh.
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:Thanks for letting me nail you down.
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:I'm so nervous.
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:Totally for some reason is nervous,
even though she is the most personable,
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:like interesting person ever.
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:No, I see.
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:I can do the one-on-one, but you had a
microphone or a camera or a recorder.
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:And.
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:I get weird.
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:Well, this podcast is
all about getting weird.
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:I'm here.
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:Let's get weird.
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:Let's do it.
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:, so Kira, I feel like we should
start with how we know each other.
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:So Kara and I have been friends
for, has it been like 15 years?
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:I mean I'm yeah, I met you 15 years ago.
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:So when I moved to Atlanta was in 2009.
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:But it was probably about a year
before I found myself sitting in
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:your chair at Helmut and Midtown.
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:Oh my God.
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:Yeah, long time ago.
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:Long time ago.
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:, yeah.
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:And ever since then, We have, uh,
we've experienced a lot of similar,
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:like, , benchmarks throughout our life.
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:Um, we have a lot of commonalities,
like being small business owners, but
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:we also have sad things in common.
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:Like we've both lost too
many people to cancer.
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:And you've always been somebody that,
, I feel like gets it when it comes to
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:talk to about certain topics, you know?
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:, and, uh, I just think you're the best.
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:And so I'm excited to share , , Your
story and your business and just kind
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:of all things Kira Heidinger all right.
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:Let's do it.
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:And thank you.
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:I think that a lot of our
paths have been relatable.
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:And I think that one thing that
you and I both do, , and do
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:well is show up authentically.
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:Right.
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:So whatever space we're in and
it might be with sadness might
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:be with wit or humor or sarcasm.
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:, but it's always authentic and there's
always, , I, I value that cause that.
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:It's an important connection.
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:I value that about you as well.
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:And I think.
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:For people who know us
for better or for worse.
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:That's true.
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:Where you stand with people like Kara.
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:Or I totally there's no room for bullshit.
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:But again, not authenticity though, is
when it does connect or when it does
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:click or, you know, that like we show up
for those people in our lives, that it
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:is, you know, without strings attached,
without hesitation or reservation and.
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:Like we show up as authentic, but
we, we connect with people that also
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:have that same level of authenticity.
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:Yes.
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:And that can be rare.
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:And that can be hard, harder to
find than, than you'd imagine.
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:I couldn't agree with that more.
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:And that's why I cling onto people
that bring that to the table because I
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:don't really, I'm like a quality over
quantity type of person, a percent.
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:I don't need a million friends.
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:Um, but the ones that are allowed
to stay at my circle have to be.
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:You know?
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:Yeah.
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:Real, real.
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:The other part of that too, is that we
spend both of us in our small businesses
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:spend so much time forward-facing with
guests and cultivating a guest experience.
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:And sometimes, you know, and meeting
people where they are in a shared space.
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:, but , that's like kind of a curated
setting that when we're out of that,
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:it has to just be stripped down.
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:Right.
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:And, you know, I value
that a lot, so, yeah.
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:Thanks for having me here today.
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:Oh my gosh.
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:I'm just again, so excited.
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:, are your palms sweating a little bit?
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:That's the nervous, the nervous me.
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:, okay.
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:So Kira, you were born in Indiana.
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:Yep.
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:Born.
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:To Georgia in 2009.
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:Yep.
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:, your brother was already down here.
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:He was, he was a chef.
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:Yup.
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:, He and his wife.
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:Yeah.
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:At the time started a supper club.
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:Yes.
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:And, uh, kind of take us through how
the formation of that has taken you
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:to where you're at in your career.
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:Yeah.
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:That's a really long
timeline for an hour podcast.
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:Um, I think I could only answer
that question for the next hour.
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:So I'll give, sort of like the clip,
that abbreviated version and try
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:and just hit on the high points.
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:I mean, there's some
low points too, right?
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:I mean, it's kind of the very big global.
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:Yeah.
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:But I mean, in some, you know, kind
of several along the way, but I feel
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:like that's the dip and, you know,
combining your personal life, your
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:passion and your professionalism, all
in one shared space, um, with, with
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:family, who's also going through the same
experience, but through a different lens.
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:Yeah.
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:, and that's, it's been a wild ride.
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:So I moved here in 2009.
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:Yes, my brother and his
wife, were both here in town.
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:, but my mom was also here
as well as my stepdad.
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:, and my older brother had recently.
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:Not long before relocated to LA
and I had a looming 30th birthday.
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:, and as a single 30 year old woman with
no career path, I was like, I should just
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:pack my things and move to a new city.
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:Um, and I really wanted
to be close to family.
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:So, , I moved in with my mom.
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:And I was, , waiting tables at
Bacchanalia and just kind of
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:learning the Atlanta landscape and.
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:On Sundays when Bacchanalia was
closed, I would occasionally work
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:alongside my brother and Jen and
their little grant park home.
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:, for, you know, serving 10 guests
that would show up to you dinner.
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:And I really loved it.
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:I love the spirit of it.
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:, my brother had a presence
that was just genuine.
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:And kind of inked kind
and funny and unassuming.
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:Yeah.
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:Especially for so many
chefs in the profession.
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:And you knew my brother, , And
that's what I loved about that.
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:Like, just seeing him in his element.
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:And it reminded me of our, a chef that he
and I both worked for, , who we have also
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:lost, , chef Greg Hardesty and Greg was.
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:A major influence in both
my brother and I's career.
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:You know, Especially as
it pertained to integrity.
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:, so, uh, seeing my brother that element.
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:Reminded me of being in Indianapolis
and my brother and I both worked under
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:a shift, Greg Hardesty and for my.
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:, his business partner,
anyhow, fast forward.
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:We would do the dinners and I was slowly
getting adjusted and we had talked about
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:one day if I would be able to work for
them and what that might look like.
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:And they had, you know, continued their.
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:Campaign.
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:, trying to, you know, fund the
small business, but as anyone
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:knows, , restaurant viability is.
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:, lo I mean, what I think restaurants
almost out like survive.
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:W five years, I think it is.
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:Yeah.
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:Anyway, I'm not good with statistics.
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:I'm not here to talk math.
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:Restaurant life is hard and
a lot of them close, um, and
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:margins, autumn also sock, right?
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:People think it's really
lucrative, but it's a grind.
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:Yeah.
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:Unless you're doing
just like insane volume.
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:Yeah.
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:All that being said.
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:, you know, things were kind of just
slowly going along when, after a
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:day trip to New York with my then
boyfriend also chef also named Ryan.
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:, but now lovingly called
by his last name Smith.
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:, my brother fell ill and a lot
of you that know the giving
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:kitchen or no staple house.
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:, kind of know how the narrative
goes, but that Ryan was diagnosed
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:and given six months to be with us.
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:And he was with us a year.
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:, and it was a hard and beautiful year.
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:And my brother.
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:Said and believed in embodied that life
was more beautiful knowing his days where
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:his last than he ever would have been if
he had not been diagnosed with cancer.
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:And that's a really.
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:Powerful statement.
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:I think that he, he did have that piece,
but he knew that most of us did not.
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:And he worried about us and how we were
going to grieve and how we were going to
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:heal and how we were going to move on.
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:And he was real mindful of that.
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:And he brought that to the forefront
of conversations quite often.
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:Uh, so , , after his diagnosis though,
and during that journey, he was encouraged
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:to pursue his dream with whatever
days he may have left of pursuing
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:his dream of opening a restaurant.
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:Yeah.
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:So he met with my, , Then
boyfriend, they got some coffee.
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:He came home and said, I'm going to
leave empire state, south and open
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:a restaurant with your brother.
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:And I said, I think
that's a really bad idea.
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:I, um, I didn't think that
it was the right move.
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:I felt like his career was on a certain
trajectory at empire state south.
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:And it was kind of like just.
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:You know, headed up towards that
peak and that knowing that my brother
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:wouldn't be with us, it was, was
it, you know, it felt it was based
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:more on hearts than it was on logic.
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:, he was steadfast in that, like,
he, he was really steadfast and
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:it took me warming up to the idea.
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:, but I also appreciated
that he led with his heart.
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:Yeah, cause that's kind of a, a rare
human quality as well, especially
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:if something of that magnitude.
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:Yeah.
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:So we move forward.
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:There's a lot.
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:I have set there's so
much in that timeline.
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:Um, so we move forward.
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:We did an Indiegogo campaign, which
there's little remnants all around
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:the restaurant of people that
believed in us in April of:
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:, the giving kitchen was growing
and we decided to open staple
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:house as the for-profit
subsidiary of the giving kitchen.
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:, which is also kind of wild, right?
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:Like there's just, it's a lot of logistics
and lots of teams and lots of hands.
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:Yeah, touching a product or a
project also product, right.
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:Product of, you know, community and.
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:Love of cooking and restaurant life
and hospitality and all of that.
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:, so we move forward with that.
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:I should've written this timeline down.
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:I should know it.
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:I mean, I lived it.
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:No, you're doing great.
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:. So my brother passed, um, you
know, he helped plan the early
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:stages of state officer's little
indelible marks at him throughout.
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:, I feel as energy there a lot.
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:, but he passed before we
opened to the public.
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:. And it was both a celebration.
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:, but also.
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:Like of life and of community, but
I was reminded and I still am quite
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:often that I'm there because he's not.
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:Yeah, which is kind of a
tangled web to weave, right?
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:Like I'm there because he's not.
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:, and I'm grateful for him, but I also am
reminded so often of how much I miss him.
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:And.
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:The narrative never leaves.
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:So every day at work, it's
woven into what I do and how I
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:interact and things people ask.
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:, but I'm, I'm proud.
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:I'm proud of how far we've come.
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:The life of staple house is
also, you know, a long one.
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:Right?
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:We've had I say, you know, pivot
or perish has been our motto.
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:Yeah.
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:And I think we're on.
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:Staplehouse version like 9.0.
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:You are like the masters of adaptation
and pivoting and make it work at.
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:Yeah, really impressive.
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:We're on the trajectory.
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:Thank you.
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:We're masochist.
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:I feel like.
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:There's just like, or try to make it as
hard on ourselves as, uh, as possible.
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:But we, I mean, it's had to, right,
like the, the culture of dining on
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:Edgewood pandemic life, you know, it's
just, there's been such an ebb and
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:flow that we've just tried to find.
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:What we're how we can line up what
we're capable with our location and how
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:the, you know, the market will meet us.
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:Yeah.
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:Or the consumer.
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:Yeah.
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:Yeah, I know I missed a huge timeline in
there, but yeah, we opened the restaurant.
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:It's still open.
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:, it was owned by the giving kitchen,
and then we purchase it at the start
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:of the pandemic or August of 2020.
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:And I still say it'll be the best
or worst business decision I've
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:ever made and jury's still out.
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:Well, uh, As an onlooker, I
think it's the best decision.
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:And I don't think, I don't believe in
bad decisions because no matter what
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:the outcome is, you learn so much
from these choices and it's not a.
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:Good or bad.
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:It's just a different path.
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:Yeah.
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:I think what all have learned is
to never open another restaurant.
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:, well, one thing that I love about Kara
is that you're very Frank and Curt and
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:honest about just the realities of a.
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:All facets of your life.
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:, and so I've appreciated.
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:Especially through COVID
and stuff like that.
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:I mean, anybody, we know so
many small business owners.
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:Yeah, all of us were simultaneously
shaking in our boots.
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:And also.
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:It's okay.
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:Right.
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:I think it's fine, right?
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:Yeah.
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:We got that.
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:Yeah, we're gonna be fine.
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:This is going to be fine.
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:I'll figure out a way to pay for
food and keep my lights on and
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:keep my business afloat and sure.
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:Yeah.
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:And, I mean, and we're still here.
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:2024 and a.
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:The doors are open.
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:I know.
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:So I guess we've we got that part covered.
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:Yeah.
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:And you pivoted as well, right?
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:Definitely.
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:Yeah.
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:What's that pivot been like for you?
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:, it's been great.
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:, It was.
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:Well years, I think it's
been six years ago now.
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:I'm sure you remember
when I broke my finger.
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:That was my first little, Hey,
you need revenue that doesn't
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:come from solely your hands.
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:Yeah.
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:And so I think the seed was
planted pre COVID that I needed
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:to diversify my revenue stream.
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:And just have a kind of more options.
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:Totally.
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:, things that can withstand, you know,
injury or illness or fucking global
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:catastrophic conditions that are going
to last forever and ever, and ever.
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:, and yeah, I mean, same for you guys.
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:And it's kind of interesting now
it's, you know, so you started
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:as a, a sit down restaurant.
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:Yup.
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:And in COVID pivoted to the market.
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:Yep.
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:And then now you've got this
hybrid situation, which.
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:To me sounds great.
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:Yeah.
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:How does it feel on your end?
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:It feels really hard.
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:To be really transparent.
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:It feels grueling and agonizing.
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:And like we're opening a second
restaurant right on top of the one we
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:have with, with inadequate staffing.
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:Okay.
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:I feel like that's been, you know,
this industry, I think that's
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:been one of the hardest things
I've seen or one of the most.
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:, detrimental or devastating and
lingering outcomes from the pandemic.
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:Yeah.
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:Is the staffing.
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:So many people in our industry had a
moment of pause that when the pandemic
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:happened and they were forced leave,
they're like, oh, I can go to a park.
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:Like I can go do activities
when the sun's up.
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:Right.
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:Because most of the time they work late.
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:And the only thing open
after work is a bar.
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:Yeah.
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:So I think that so many, I don't
think I know so many professionals
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:left the industry and while
people are slowly coming back
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:and new people are coming to it.
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:, it's it seems, it feels a
bit more conditional, right?
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:And sort of like the restaurant
metrics haven't changed.
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:But the, as far as like what is needed
to do the job and, and the finances
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:that are available to support it, but
people that are coming into it or that
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:work in hospitality are kind of setting.
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:Uh, or are asking, demanding or
creating a boundary that says
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:what they will or won't do.
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:And they aren't really lining up.
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:So it's, it's harder to find,
, people, uh, to help the business.
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:And right now we're short-staffed.
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:And so we have team members that work
open, you know, are in it 9:00 AM or
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:8:00 AM and Jake chef Jakes, and even
lier, and then they work till:
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:You know, it's a full day there.
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:Two shifts.
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:So they prep XQ flip.
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:You know, prep again, execute and
close, and it's just, it's a lie.
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:So.
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:Logistically it hurts.
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:Right.
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:Um, I mean, I'm old, my bones hurt.
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:I'm tired.
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:Um, I am.
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:I'm very old.
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:I just turned 44 in January.
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:Okay.
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:I'm old.
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:Okay.
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:And even then, you know, I saw that one
of those I don't want to, they called on
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:like Instagram when it's got a picture.
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:And then like, or is it a meme?
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:Is it, uh, a meme?
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:Yeah.
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:That people.
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:Yeah.
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:The picture and something fun.
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:Yeah.
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:There we go.
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:I have see, there we go.
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:I tend to phone.
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:There's a funny picture, but like, yeah.
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:It's called a meme, I guess.
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:I thought he was like making.
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:Yeah.
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:Okay.
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:So it's a meme.
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:And there's one that says
you're only as old as you feel.
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:I was like, I feel like my, it was just.
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:Zoomed from a tomb in Egypt and given
a cup of coffee and sent to work.
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:And I feel that way every day, that's
like, it hurts in my bones and it's, you
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:know, literally hitting the pavement.
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:So.
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:I digress.
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:I go, this is what happens.
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:I go on these rants.
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:And then I don't even
know where I started.
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:I love it, Gary.
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:Where were we?
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:We're talking about being exhausted.
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:No.
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:Yeah, that's right.
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:And, and the business, how it's going.
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:Yeah.
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:Yeah.
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:Well, you also, leered on to
other things that are exhausting.
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:Hmm.
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:Named children.
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:Yeah.
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:And puppies.
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:And puppies.
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:Two puppies and I've got two children.
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:And I have a husband who's kind
of between a child and a puppy.
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:I've got five things.
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:I'm responsible for taking care of.
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:And a business.
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:So your plate is full.
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:Yeah.
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:Which is even more of a big
deal that you're taking out
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:time to be on clever clubs.
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:So again, No I'm here for it.
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:It got me away from everyone else.
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:So welcome to sanctuary.
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:Thank you.
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:, but yeah, I appreciate your
honesty about just the realities
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:of actually living life.
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:Because I think outside looking
in, it's like, oh my gosh, you
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:own this beautiful restaurant.
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:You've got this beautiful family.
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:You've got these adorable puppies
and all of that is absolutely true.
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:Comma and it's, it's hard to shit.
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:Yeah.
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:Yeah.
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:I mean, I think it's like, if someone was
like, oh, what do you do for a living?
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:I survive.
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:Like my full-time job is survival
and keeping the things around
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:me alive, keeping my business
alive, keeping my children alive.
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:Keeping my marriage alive, right?
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:Like, So there's never something that
doesn't need my immediate attention.
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:There's no like graceful
periods of ease, right?
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:Like even work.
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:, it's, there's no
boundaries with it, right.
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:Especially when you are married.
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:And own a business together.
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:Yeah.
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:Right.
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:Like, there's no separation.
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:Like he has his job and I'm mine.
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:We come home and we chat up.
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:It's like, we have to deal with
all the same shit all the time.
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:Right.
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:And that, that is, that
takes a certain type of.
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:Resilience, I think in insanity.
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:Um, to, to weather that, but yeah,
I think that, I would never have
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:thought I would have layered on the
elements in, in the way that I did.
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:I mean, Lillian was only six months, five
months old and we opened a restaurant.
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:Yeah.
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:I mean, I had a pack and play in
the office and I was nursing in
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:the bathroom and I had a carrier on
while I was running food to tables.
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:And like, I look back at that or on
Sundays brunch, she would sit in the high
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:chair by the host stand and the staff.
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:It was just like help
keep her entertained.
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:Right.
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:I think it's one of those that you don't
know how hard it is because you just keep
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:going and if you stop or you look back
or you pause, it will feel overwhelming.
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:So yeah, the only thing I know
how to do is just keep powering
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:through, even when it sucks.
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:So, uh, do you have any advice or tips on
how you replenish your well, when you're,
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:because you're such a giver, but obviously
you can't give if you're on empty.
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:So when you start to see that light,
come on, like, what is your go-to to.
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:Replenish.
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:I don't know.
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:I've heard self care is a thing.
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:Isn't it?
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:There's books about it.
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:I've heard people talk about, I think.
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:I think it's all on a meme.
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:I think, I think that's a quick study.
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:Yeah.
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:Um, I don't.
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:I don't know that I have a thing.
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:I don't know that I pause.
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:Like I said, I think that that's a.
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:And.
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:Probably not probably likely to my
detriment long-term is that I don't,
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:I mean, Honestly, I get my hair.
489
:I spend time in your chair to be honest,
like that's my, my self care, , is
490
:that pause of like taking time and
it's a safe space that I can connect
491
:with you and chat about life and
psych part therapy, part self care.
492
:Yeah, those are kind of the same
thing, but, , and also like some, you
493
:know, popping out just to walk the
dogs or, I mean, . This day and age,
494
:like going to target without my kids.
495
:Right?
496
:Like just little things here and there
that like, I can catch my breath.
497
:Yeah.
498
:But I also, I choose that, right?
499
:Like, I choose to go full throttle.
500
:I choose to show up for those things
because they matter and I chose
501
:to bring them all into my life.
502
:So I will, again, that
integrity piece I will show up.
503
:Every day, in fact, My brother
journaled while he was sick.
504
:And when he died, he left
us the gift of his writing.
505
:And in it, he identified a characteristic
and several of us that he admired and
506
:respected or wanted to acknowledge.
507
:And for me, it was perseverance.
508
:And I'm reminded of that a
lot when, when times are hard
509
:and times are great a lot too.
510
:Sometimes I have fun.
511
:I mean, sometimes I enjoy,
you know, doing things with my
512
:children or hanging with the dogs.
513
:Right.
514
:Um, So, yeah.
515
:That's fun sometimes.
516
:You know, sometimes I like them.
517
:Yeah, they're great.
518
:I mean, they are really cool kids.
519
:I feel like they've grown up
in the hospitality industry
520
:and they see the grid.
521
:Um, and it's made him
really like resilient.
522
:Yeah.
523
:And that's, that's pretty cool to
watch you can't have you and Smith
524
:his parents and not be cool as fuck.
525
:You're kind.
526
:Yeah.
527
:Cool.
528
:Yeah.
529
:And so, okay.
530
:So your husband Smith, he is a chef.
531
:He's been was a chef before you met him.
532
:Is the chef at staple house.
533
:In my opinion, one of the most talented
chefs I've ever met, I love his cooking.
534
:, ah, He has a unique perspective.
535
:Like, I feel like there's so many
people just regurgitating the same
536
:boy stuff and he really is so good
at using interesting ingredients
537
:and just being at truly inventive.
538
:, I assume it's really attractive
to see your partner be creative.
539
:And to do all of that, but also it's going
to be so annoying, like you said, to not
540
:have any sort of divide between at work
and your marriage and personal life stuff.
541
:Yeah, it's a unit.
542
:Yes, I would agree.
543
:First of all, it was extremely
kind of you, I would agree.
544
:I think he's insanely talented.
545
:Well, he has a unique perspective on food.
546
:He also has a unique perspective on
success and for him success, isn't
547
:like accolades or pats on the back.
548
:Um, it's a culture where the people
work for us are happy and not over
549
:worked and fulfilled and, and economic
stability and those things right now,
550
:unfortunately, and have for a while,
the all of those are really hard.
551
:You know, so, but I, I value that, that
perspective and yeah, it's, it's one
552
:of those where like, we, he can, we
can have a good day and energy's good.
553
:I think Islamic, man, it looks hot.
554
:Yeah.
555
:And then we have days where we're
just like, he's in a mood, I'm
556
:in a mood and I'm like, oh, I got
to go home and look at you too.
557
:You know, it's hard.
558
:It's hard, but we, I will say like,
we're really, again, we're really honest
559
:with each other and we just have to
like show for those conversations, but
560
:not having, not having a separation is.
561
:His rough.
562
:Yeah.
563
:Yeah.
564
:I'm sure.
565
:I, I don't, I don't advise going
into business with your partner.
566
:Yeah, just gotta be honest.
567
:Uh, you know, it's worked out well
for us, you know, but it hasn't been
568
:without an immense amount of extra
work that makes an already difficult
569
:business, even more challenging.
570
:Yeah.
571
:Yeah.
572
:That makes perfect sense.
573
:I mean, I think any type of
long-term relationship is difficult.
574
:, uh, and it's just, there's
a lot of facets layered in.
575
:Yeah, totally.
576
:.
Yeah, someone is.
577
:I'll just be over here talking to myself.
578
:Okay.
579
:I was just going to.
580
:Talk about some meme.
581
:So you guys ever heard of those things?
582
:You guys ever heard of memes?
583
:Okay, so Eric is away right now.
584
:No one ever gets to ask her or
share the things that they love
585
:and respect and admire about her.
586
:Um, she is smart.
587
:She is witty as hell.
588
:Um, she's authentic.
589
:She is generous in her spirit
and sharing herself abundantly.
590
:She got.
591
:Kick ass tastes in both food and fashion.
592
:If y'all have not been to the shop down
below, I don't know what y'all are doing.
593
:You're sleeping on it.
594
:Get in there.
595
:Unique little gifts.
596
:They're charming.
597
:They're cute.
598
:They're thoughtful.
599
:Maybe sign up to get your haircut.
600
:I don't know.
601
:Let's let's what I got for you right now.
602
:Maybe we should take some pictures
of Erica and turn them into memes.
603
:Backed.
604
:That's the question.
605
:Erika.
606
:If you could make a meme about
your life, what would it say?
607
:Hmm.
608
:I wonder.
609
:So many stairs, you hear
that she's coming up now.
610
:So many stairs.
611
:Okay, sorry.
612
:I'm back.
613
:You're back.
614
:I just had to receive a shipment of
French skincare street from Paris.
615
:Fantastic.
616
:Via DHL, who apparently doesn't
know how to ring the doorbell.
617
:Oh, hence old school.
618
:They're old school.
619
:It's an old school company.
620
:It's you know, it's fine.
621
:Yeah, totally fine.
622
:Like I should hear it if it's
not broken solid really well,
623
:we'll confirm that later, but.
624
:TBD.
625
:TBD.
626
:Um, oh yeah.
627
:Do you want to talk with farm?
628
:Yeah, we can totally talk about the farms.
629
:Ha.
630
:I said don't ever open a restaurant with
your spouse and I'm about to do it again.
631
:Yeah.
632
:So, uh, you have stable house.
633
:We do.
634
:You are currently still kind of exploring
all the different iterations of that.
635
:Yes.
636
:And then in your, a bunch of.
637
:So much free time y'all have
decided to partner on a new project.
638
:Yeah.
639
:Will you share that with us?
640
:Yes, I'd be happy to.
641
:It's exciting.
642
:, I'm really excited about it.
643
:It's taken, you know, a little bit of time
to get where we're, where we're at and a
644
:little more time to get where we're going.
645
:, but we have partnered with two really
incredible humans, Angelo and Kiarra
646
:that have a really expansive, beautiful
property down engaged Georgia.
647
:And it's fun to say gay.
648
:, gay Georgia.
649
:Um, and it is, I mean, there's not
much going on down there, but they
650
:have a really beautiful property.
651
:And, you know, the land has been in her
family for some time and Smith and I have
652
:started spending a lot of time down there
and love it so much that eventually,
653
:uh, we plan to relocate down there.
654
:, and still have staple house, but you know,
kind of pull ourselves out of, you know,
655
:the chaos of city life socially with the
kids and, you know, Our older daughter's
656
:anxiety and just being out in nature
and kind of resetting that being said.
657
:So we, , we're partnering on this project.
658
:It's considered, I didn't know it
was going to be called a luxury
659
:resort until the AJC said it
was called the luxury resort.
660
:And I was like, Justin, I guess
we're opening a luxury resort, but
661
:there's these four well appointed
suites that are really stunning.
662
:, and you'll a book it's a two night
minimum stay and it, the price
663
:includes activities, which will
just really highlight the land.
664
:There's kayaking.
665
:There'll.
666
:B Liberty, which is with horses
and in a ring and fishing.
667
:And there's nearby quail hunting at the.
668
:Reddit plantation, I think is the name.
669
:, and Kiarra has her own wellness company.
670
:So there's consults available there.
671
:, and then, you know, it has a farm
and they're building a restaurant.
672
:And so eventually we'll start
like a little software thing,
673
:kind of friends and family.
674
:, and then the restaurant should open
to the public as well in the fall.
675
:So we're looking at.
676
:You know, late August and probably
into September of:
677
:open a little restaurant and then
it can pull from hopefully markets,
678
:people from Atlanta can come down and.
679
:You know, Peachtree city and all,
you know, the neighbors down the road
680
:that want to come in and check it out.
681
:So it'll be more akin to old to
what staple house was when we
682
:opened and sort of at the heart of.
683
:You know that when things were
booming and wild and crazy around.
684
:2016 to 2018.
685
:I love that season of stable house.
686
:So I am personally very excited for this.
687
:And it sounds kind of like
a mini Blackberry farms.
688
:Is that kind of a part of the inspo?
689
:No.
690
:I mean, the thing with block, it's not.
691
:And back then I can say it
was certainly because I've
692
:never been to Blackberry farm.
693
:So I have no inspiration.
694
:Pull from there.
695
:Uh, it's outside my
means, but maybe one day.
696
:It's great.
697
:Yeah.
698
:I hear from people that can go there.
699
:That it's really beautiful.
700
:Like a sponsor us.
701
:Yeah.
702
:Right.
703
:We'll come and just
sit and talk to people.
704
:Yeah.
705
:All your food.
706
:Yeah.
707
:So I actually we'd try to get Smith to
be a guest chef there a long time ago.
708
:I'm like, It's the only way we're
going to go is if you go cook there.
709
:So.
710
:Yeah, get to it, but
that didn't materialize.
711
:, yeah, so the, I do, I love
that season of staple house.
712
:Oh, Blackberry.
713
:No, I think.
714
:I've never been.
715
:I hear it's beautiful.
716
:It looks amazing.
717
:And I think they're, they are much
more of an expansive operation.
718
:Okay.
719
:This is small, like maximum past
year and I was like 10 people.
720
:It's just like these four suites
intended for, you know, two
721
:people there's three, one bedroom
suites and one, two bedroom suite.
722
:, a three-bedroom will follow, you
know, sometime later next year.
723
:And, , but no, it's really, , the
one thing is like not having.
724
:Too much heavy foot traffic and
that really honoring the land.
725
:And what the land can provide for
us, , by way of, uh, an experience is
726
:sort of mind, body and spirit, right?
727
:Everything's sort of thoughtfully
curated, , so that you can connect and
728
:in that regard, so we're disconnect or
disconnect, truly disconnect, right?
729
:There's no TVs in the suites.
730
:Um, so yeah.
731
:I mean, is there a wifi?
732
:There is wifi.
733
:Okay.
734
:Your tablet.
735
:You can bring your computer.
736
:Um, but yeah, just the chance to just
be kind of immersive in nature and.
737
:Yeah.
738
:That's what I need to do.
739
:I need to be a guest at the, at the
facility that I'm, uh, helping open.
740
:I mean, I would think that it
would be, uh, educational for you
741
:to experience it from the eyes
of the consumer, therefore death.
742
:While we tried, we tried to do like a
little R and D by going out to a single
743
:thread , outside of San Francisco.
744
:And Healdsburg.
745
:And it was the first time that Smith
and I were to have been away from the
746
:kids in two years, two and a half year.
747
:I mean, since pandemic
and tell us what happened.
748
:, my daughter went to the ER.
749
:She and spent nine days at Choa.
750
:So that was fine.
751
:I was like, oh, It's selfish of her.
752
:I know.
753
:Right.
754
:I tell I'm telling you, I
told you, Kevin kids is hard.
755
:I didn't even get to go on my vacation.
756
:No.
757
:Um, did you get on the flight?
758
:Like did you get there
and have to turn around?
759
:So, this is what happened.
760
:She wasn't.
761
:I, and I had, it was like
that mom guilt moment too.
762
:Right.
763
:It was more like one time.
764
:I was like, I'm going to choose me
because I think you're safe and okay.
765
:And emotionally you want me here, but
like, if you're safe, Even if I'm not
766
:entirely sure what's going on with your
health, but no, my in-laws who are like
767
:unicorns were in town and had the girls.
768
:Lillian, her eye was swollen.
769
:She'd been complaining about it
since the day before and woke up and
770
:it was swollen and we made a deal.
771
:I was like, you're going to go to
the pediatrician with your grandma.
772
:Yeah, doctor says, okay, I'll already be
at the airport and hopes that I can get
773
:on this plane and go to San Francisco.
774
:Um, the first report was
she has a sinus infection.
775
:Sean antibiotics, unless it.
776
:You know, it gets worse.
777
:Like.
778
:The shit kick in.
779
:, and so we flew all the way there,
hour and 45 minutes up to Healdsburg.
780
:We had dinner.
781
:And then I got a call at 5:00 AM, San
Francisco time, which is, you know,
782
:8:00 AM, Atlanta time that the in.
783
:And photos that the infection
was spreading to her face.
784
:And so then it was just a matter of.
785
:Changing our flight back.
786
:So I had, I had dinner.
787
:Did you consider not coming back?
788
:No, no.
789
:No.
790
:Cause we knew we knew it was bad.
791
:Like I, yeah, there.
792
:If it was like, uh, she gonna.
793
:Okay, we've got this under control, but
orbital cellulitis is a really scary
794
:thing because it can do with the time.
795
:That's what it was.
796
:We had an idea, friend of mine, that's
a nurse had come over to the house.
797
:I was like, Hey, can you pop over?
798
:Check it out.
799
:You know, and she got to the
house and was like, she had
800
:to go back to the doctor now.
801
:So no sooner did they drive
her back to the doctor?
802
:The pediatrician walked in and
looked at her and was like, you
803
:need to go to cello right now.
804
:Oh my God.
805
:So they drove to Choa.
806
:So by the time I then took
an hour and a half lift.
807
:Crying in the backseat flew back.
808
:I will say we did get
to fly back first class.
809
:Which meant free drinks for mom.
810
:So Smith is like, I was
like, you're the driver?
811
:I'm the drinker.
812
:We'll get to the hospital.
813
:I'm.
814
:Gonna, you know, take the edge off.
815
:So.
816
:, by the time we got to Choa, she'd
already been through a CT scan,
817
:had an IB and was in her hospital
room getting IV antibiotics.
818
:And that was the beginning
of a nine day stay.
819
:So it was wild, right?
820
:Like you can't make that shit up.
821
:You can write, like, you know,
you have some astonishing glee,
822
:inconvenient things happen to you.
823
:It's called life.
824
:It's called my life.
825
:Right.
826
:I feel like my life is a
series of unfortunate events.
827
:But like I take with like, you
know, a bit of humor and, you know,
828
:Can I share one, unfortunately.
829
:Oh, my God.
830
:I already know where we're going.
831
:No, this shit is definitely unfortunate.
832
:She's about to put me on blast.
833
:This is why you get.
834
:This is why I get sweaty palms and
get a feel vulnerable and exposed.
835
:Mom's spaghetti.
836
:Yeah.
837
:All right.
838
:Let's see.
839
:Let's do it, Erica.
840
:Get after it.
841
:Okay.
842
:So this is you're gonna
give some backstory, right?
843
:Okay.
844
:Okay.
845
:Um, the story, doesn't start with carob.
846
:Starts with care is
former sister-in-law who?
847
:Uh, years ago.
848
:So bad.
849
:At the first salon that I worked at.
850
:Uh, she had an appointment.
851
:And she used our restroom.
852
:And clogged artery wallet.
853
:And she came out and was like, um,
I think there's a concentrated,
854
:like, I don't know what to do.
855
:And at the time I was like 22.
856
:I was like, oh, I'm dating a plumber.
857
:Like I got this.
858
:And I went in and I just
get flushed one more time.
859
:Oh, dear God.
860
:Her.
861
:Shit.
862
:I'm like running down the hallway
with so bad, but I was busy that day.
863
:So I like got her manager.
864
:I'm like, can you handle this?
865
:RO so gross.
866
:I had never had that happen before.
867
:It was embarrassing
for everybody involved.
868
:She sent an apology card to everybody.
869
:The next week.
870
:Very thoughtful.
871
:It was very thoughtful.
872
:That's nice.
873
:Um, yes.
874
:Yes.
875
:And so then fast forward, , uh,
five to six to seven to eight years.
876
:Uh, your mom Kira.
877
:And with me for an appointment.
878
:What's up, mom.
879
:, I love Kara's mom.
880
:She's the coolest, she's pretty rad.
881
:Shout out doughy.
882
:, so she had an appoint
with me and she, yeah.
883
:Clogged my toilet.
884
:And I'm like, damn, like, this is insane.
885
:Okay.
886
:How many were real quick?
887
:How many other patrons.
888
:We might, none never, literally.
889
:Never ever.
890
:We're down.
891
:We're down to two clog toilets.
892
:Clog it up.
893
:Did, was it easily unclogged?
894
:Yes.
895
:It was no problem.
896
:Just flush.
897
:I just.
898
:I channeled my plumber boyfriend and
I just flashed and it worked out.
899
:, so fast forward another
year or two here comes Kara.
900
:Kara for an appointment.
901
:She's got a head full of foils.
902
:And she comes out and she's like,
Erica, do you have a plunger?
903
:And I was like, no.
904
:And she's like, what?
905
:I'm like, no, like I've
never needed one here.
906
:Clearly though she needed one.
907
:Right?
908
:Okay.
909
:The doughy should have been the warning.
910
:I, yeah, I agree.
911
:I should have went and bought one then.
912
:I just hadn't ever had that happen.
913
:Uh, let alone a fucking trio
from the same fucking family.
914
:Kara with foils and your hair
drove to target to buy a plunger.
915
:Yup.
916
:And on the plunger wrote a note.
917
:Wait a minute.
918
:No, no, no.
919
:I ran home to get a plunger.
920
:And brought it back because I
wouldn't have been able to write
921
:on the plunger and then use it.
922
:So I went home.
923
:Okay.
924
:That's.
925
:I'm remembering now.
926
:Okay.
927
:Got the plunger.
928
:Came back and took care
of my shit, literally.
929
:And then I felt like.
930
:Clearly Eric has ill-equipped.
931
:Our family.
932
:So as a preventative measure, I got her.
933
:A plunger and I wrapped an Abe
was in plastic because it was new.
934
:And I just wrote a little love
though, something to the effect of
935
:like for when you host the Heidinger.
936
:Here we are.
937
:You know what I did not do?
938
:What is send you a thank you letter?
939
:Well, I like, um, That
felt, it feels performative.
940
:A plunger was way more useful cause you
can't unclog a toilet with an envelope.
941
:Oh,
942
:You can drive.
943
:Oh, my God.
944
:Um, That was years ago and
never pooped here since.
945
:Got your band.
946
:I swear to God it's like in the
past, anybody with your last
947
:name would just go to taco bell.
948
:And then comfort.
949
:I say, maybe it's just the,
it's the plumbing, right?
950
:There's just so much hair wash downs.
951
:But then that would be more
applicable to other people having
952
:a similar shared experience.
953
:That is correct.
954
:So, yeah.
955
:, it took.
956
:But I noticed somebody undid the
wrapping cause I just left it.
957
:I never opened it.
958
:Yeah.
959
:And I just saw that had
been taken out of that.
960
:The love letter is still on there.
961
:Yeah.
962
:Somebody else pooped in your, uh, in
your bathroom, they did, they did.
963
:Embarrassing story, Erica.
964
:Thank you.
965
:You're so welcome.
966
:, I also think it's hilarious though.
967
:I mean, I mean, really what are the odds?
968
:What's wrong with us.
969
:I don't know.
970
:Yeah.
971
:I don't know either.
972
:How much fiber.
973
:It's not like we all
eat together every time.
974
:Right.
975
:We're all breaking bread together
and then coming to get our haircut.
976
:Dear God.
977
:Oh man.
978
:Yeah.
979
:Um,
980
:That's great.
981
:How do we move on from that?
982
:Like where do you go from there?
983
:Should we talk about cancer.
984
:Oh, God.
985
:I mean, speaking of things that suck.
986
:Yeah.
987
:Or yeah.
988
:Or things that are shitty.
989
:Yeah.
990
:Totally shitty.
991
:There it is right.
992
:With your brother, the first person
close to you that you look, was that
993
:your first close cancer experience?
994
:Yeah.
995
:Okay.
996
:Yeah.
997
:What about you?
998
:Um, uh, yeah, that was my first, like
I had had a couple clients who passed
999
:away, but I wasn't, , I'm nowhere near
as intimately involved in the process.
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As I was with your family.
:
00:37:16,729 --> 00:37:16,969
Yeah.
:
00:37:17,069 --> 00:37:20,669
, and then since then, Kara
and I both have had younger.
:
00:37:21,029 --> 00:37:23,159
Your friends pass away from.
:
00:37:23,699 --> 00:37:24,569
Nevermind all cancer.
:
00:37:24,659 --> 00:37:24,749
Yeah.
:
00:37:26,159 --> 00:37:30,089
I feel like that has permanently
kind of rewired my neurochemistry
:
00:37:30,089 --> 00:37:30,959
for how I view life.
:
00:37:30,989 --> 00:37:32,009
Does that resonate with you?
:
00:37:32,009 --> 00:37:32,729
A hundred percent?
:
00:37:32,789 --> 00:37:33,239
Yeah.
:
00:37:33,389 --> 00:37:36,899
I feel like I have a greater
awareness of the fragility.
:
00:37:37,349 --> 00:37:38,999
Um, but also the beauty, right?
:
00:37:38,999 --> 00:37:42,089
So like, while I joke, and I'm really
honest about how hard it is being like
:
00:37:42,119 --> 00:37:48,239
a mom or married to, you know, my chef
husband, like I'm also so grateful.
:
00:37:48,269 --> 00:37:48,539
Yeah.
:
00:37:48,599 --> 00:37:49,889
You know, like I'm grateful.
:
00:37:50,159 --> 00:37:51,509
Uh, for those things and it, yeah.
:
00:37:51,569 --> 00:37:54,629
And it, the thing about cancer
or the thing about the experience
:
00:37:54,629 --> 00:37:57,989
with my brother, Is, you know,
life wasn't easy for us when we
:
00:37:58,019 --> 00:37:59,279
were a little, like, life is hard.
:
00:37:59,669 --> 00:38:04,709
And I always said to myself that no
matter how hard my life is, I'll be okay
:
00:38:04,709 --> 00:38:09,479
because I have my family and I truly
had never created a space that allowed
:
00:38:09,479 --> 00:38:11,549
me to look at my life any differently.
:
00:38:11,879 --> 00:38:16,109
So when Ryan was diagnosed,
it was shit shattered.
:
00:38:16,259 --> 00:38:21,059
Like shattered my world in a way that
I was like, this is unfathomable.
:
00:38:21,059 --> 00:38:22,409
This is unfair.
:
00:38:22,439 --> 00:38:22,769
Right.
:
00:38:22,769 --> 00:38:26,999
And I did all of the emotions of
like being angry and just pissed
:
00:38:26,999 --> 00:38:29,129
at the world and fuck cancer.
:
00:38:29,129 --> 00:38:30,449
And like all those things, right?
:
00:38:30,449 --> 00:38:34,619
Like, , Yeah, but the, the journey also
taught, taught us a lot, brought the
:
00:38:34,619 --> 00:38:38,219
fragility of life and the beauty of it
and others, you know, and, and about
:
00:38:38,249 --> 00:38:40,079
being present, that's really hard to do.
:
00:38:40,289 --> 00:38:40,859
Absolutely.
:
00:38:40,859 --> 00:38:41,279
You know?
:
00:38:41,429 --> 00:38:43,019
, so yeah, that's like being
in your chair, right?
:
00:38:43,019 --> 00:38:44,969
It's like that moment you're
just present in the moment.
:
00:38:44,999 --> 00:38:45,359
My whole.
:
00:38:45,539 --> 00:38:46,739
Self-care moment, but yeah.
:
00:38:47,669 --> 00:38:48,059
Yeah.
:
00:38:48,149 --> 00:38:48,509
Cancer.
:
00:38:48,509 --> 00:38:49,679
I mean, cancer is unreal.
:
00:38:49,779 --> 00:38:51,969
, how long after my brother
passed, did you lose?
:
00:38:52,449 --> 00:38:53,439
Someone else to cancer.
:
00:38:53,686 --> 00:38:54,676
It was three or four years.
:
00:38:54,736 --> 00:38:55,966
Yeah, it was an ex-boyfriend of mine.
:
00:38:56,086 --> 00:38:56,266
Yeah.
:
00:38:56,376 --> 00:38:59,106
, and that just came on so unexpectedly.
:
00:38:59,106 --> 00:38:59,376
Yeah.
:
00:39:00,216 --> 00:39:00,786
Quick.
:
00:39:01,066 --> 00:39:01,996
, but it was interesting.
:
00:39:02,536 --> 00:39:04,726
, When your brother was diagnosed and
I don't know, you probably know the
:
00:39:04,726 --> 00:39:09,976
story, but if not, , the day that your
brother was diagnosed was December.
:
00:39:10,636 --> 00:39:14,476
st:20 December 12th, December 12th,
:
00:39:14,476 --> 00:39:16,306
::
00:39:16,366 --> 00:39:17,026
The end of the year.
:
00:39:17,236 --> 00:39:19,936
And I remember this because a that's wild.
:
00:39:19,996 --> 00:39:24,436
But my ex fiance and I had,
uh, dinner plans with your
:
00:39:24,436 --> 00:39:25,786
brother and his wife that night.
:
00:39:26,176 --> 00:39:29,566
And so, uh, his wife had
called my fiance and was like,
:
00:39:29,566 --> 00:39:30,826
Hey, we need to like, cancel.
:
00:39:31,256 --> 00:39:35,096
, and I remember after work, he like broke
the news to me and he was like, Hey,
:
00:39:35,096 --> 00:39:36,806
it's like bad news, like gallbladder.
:
00:39:36,806 --> 00:39:38,126
And I was like, oh my God, that's great.
:
00:39:38,126 --> 00:39:39,956
Like, we don't need a gallbladder,
they can just take it out.
:
00:39:39,956 --> 00:39:41,756
And he was like, So here's the deal.
:
00:39:41,996 --> 00:39:43,256
Maybe not so much.
:
00:39:43,286 --> 00:39:43,556
Yeah.
:
00:39:44,186 --> 00:39:47,426
And that always just stuck in me of
like, oh my God, like the Mayan calendar
:
00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:50,186
thing, I'm like, it wasn't the end of
the world for everyone, but it was the
:
00:39:50,186 --> 00:39:52,196
end of the world as it existed for.
:
00:39:52,436 --> 00:39:53,246
For your world.
:
00:39:54,536 --> 00:39:55,496
So wild.
:
00:39:55,586 --> 00:39:55,826
Yeah.
:
00:39:56,096 --> 00:40:00,776
, I remember, you know, everybody rallied
together and put together a team, Heidi.
:
00:40:00,776 --> 00:40:01,196
Yeah.
:
00:40:01,526 --> 00:40:04,376
Charity event, which kind of
spawned the giving kitchen now.
:
00:40:04,706 --> 00:40:08,196
, but I remember a couple of people being
like, oh, no, that's like his book is
:
00:40:08,196 --> 00:40:10,116
written and I was like, so optimistic.
:
00:40:10,116 --> 00:40:11,616
And I was like, no, we.
:
00:40:11,916 --> 00:40:14,046
Uh, nothing is done until it's done.
:
00:40:14,136 --> 00:40:15,666
And I was wildly optimistic.
:
00:40:15,666 --> 00:40:17,646
And then of course, He passed.
:
00:40:17,676 --> 00:40:17,886
Yeah.
:
00:40:18,876 --> 00:40:23,616
And so when my ex was diagnosed
and it was stage four lung cancer.
:
00:40:24,126 --> 00:40:28,506
I was disappointed in myself
that my response was a lot more
:
00:40:28,986 --> 00:40:32,856
pessimistic and I was just like,
oh, like, he's going to die.
:
00:40:33,096 --> 00:40:33,456
Yeah.
:
00:40:33,516 --> 00:40:37,156
He made a comment to me once, , kind of
midway through treatment, like maybe four
:
00:40:37,156 --> 00:40:39,166
or five months into his, into his chemo.
:
00:40:39,796 --> 00:40:42,916
And he, he said, now that I
know I'm going to be okay.
:
00:40:43,306 --> 00:40:45,496
And I remember looking
at him and thinking.
:
00:40:46,366 --> 00:40:48,736
Oh, you don't realize the severity.
:
00:40:48,796 --> 00:40:49,426
Yeah.
:
00:40:49,426 --> 00:40:49,786
Yeah.
:
00:40:49,966 --> 00:40:54,156
And . It was fascinating to observe having
watched how your brother responded to it.
:
00:40:54,186 --> 00:40:55,806
Totally watched how he responded to it.
:
00:40:56,106 --> 00:40:59,946
But Ryan was, uh, so.
:
00:41:00,816 --> 00:41:02,346
Uh, what's the best word for it?
:
00:41:02,346 --> 00:41:04,626
I mean, He was not disillusioned.
:
00:41:04,776 --> 00:41:06,786
No, I think that he was certainly.
:
00:41:07,626 --> 00:41:08,226
He was a realist.
:
00:41:08,226 --> 00:41:11,046
He was hoping for a miracle,
but he was prepared to die.
:
00:41:11,076 --> 00:41:11,376
Yeah.
:
00:41:12,486 --> 00:41:12,906
I agree.
:
00:41:12,996 --> 00:41:13,356
Yeah.
:
00:41:13,386 --> 00:41:18,336
And I think seeing somebody, I mean, to
the day that his name was Josh to the day
:
00:41:18,336 --> 00:41:21,846
that he passed away, I think he probably
was surprised that he died because he
:
00:41:21,846 --> 00:41:24,096
just refused to accept what was happening.
:
00:41:24,546 --> 00:41:28,746
And he missed out and we missed out
on so many important conversations
:
00:41:28,746 --> 00:41:32,526
and moments and things together,
and he was just, he was angry and he
:
00:41:32,526 --> 00:41:36,636
was unwilling to, uh, , just accept
the realities of what was happening.
:
00:41:36,636 --> 00:41:36,726
Yeah.
:
00:41:37,026 --> 00:41:40,746
And so I think having such those two
experiences, but having them so different.
:
00:41:41,046 --> 00:41:42,426
Just like fucked me up.
:
00:41:42,766 --> 00:41:43,666
, it's wild.
:
00:41:43,696 --> 00:41:47,896
It's just wild to see how people re
react when they get that type of news.
:
00:41:47,926 --> 00:41:48,346
Yeah.
:
00:41:48,466 --> 00:41:49,606
Um, I agree.
:
00:41:49,666 --> 00:41:51,886
I think I had a similar
experience with my friend, Julie.
:
00:41:51,916 --> 00:41:52,276
Yeah.
:
00:41:52,336 --> 00:41:55,006
, and Julie was one of the first people I'd
met when I moved to Atlanta in oh nine.
:
00:41:55,006 --> 00:41:58,276
And while we weren't everyday friends
of like texting, grab a drink after
:
00:41:58,276 --> 00:42:01,336
work all the time, we were like the
show up for your major life events.
:
00:42:01,336 --> 00:42:01,636
Right?
:
00:42:01,666 --> 00:42:01,846
Like.
:
00:42:02,056 --> 00:42:02,746
It was amazing.
:
00:42:02,806 --> 00:42:03,046
Yeah.
:
00:42:03,736 --> 00:42:07,156
Witty and dry and kind of
dark and a little bitchy.
:
00:42:07,996 --> 00:42:08,956
Really sassy.
:
00:42:08,956 --> 00:42:09,316
Yeah.
:
00:42:09,466 --> 00:42:11,266
She was like, and again, authentic.
:
00:42:11,296 --> 00:42:12,436
And she wasn't for everyone.
:
00:42:12,466 --> 00:42:12,646
Correct.
:
00:42:13,306 --> 00:42:16,576
Like she had, you had to have a specific
taste for Julie to be your tastes.
:
00:42:16,636 --> 00:42:18,166
Um, but.
:
00:42:18,676 --> 00:42:21,196
Again, that's that authenticity
that I respected, even if
:
00:42:21,196 --> 00:42:22,276
her and I even buttheads.
:
00:42:22,276 --> 00:42:26,416
I remember one time in Quatrano
was like, I need you to, to go.
:
00:42:26,416 --> 00:42:28,096
We were managing two
different restaurants.
:
00:42:28,366 --> 00:42:30,646
Should I need you to, to
go get a pedicure together.
:
00:42:30,886 --> 00:42:31,366
And she did.
:
00:42:31,366 --> 00:42:32,686
She sent us to get a pedicure.
:
00:42:32,926 --> 00:42:35,896
So that Julia and I, this was early
on in our business relationship.
:
00:42:36,146 --> 00:42:37,496
, and then we just kept
showing up for each other.
:
00:42:37,496 --> 00:42:39,146
And I was there when she got
married and I was there when she
:
00:42:39,146 --> 00:42:42,356
got divorced and I was there when
she got diagnosed with cancer and.
:
00:42:43,016 --> 00:42:47,216
You know, the one thing is I've found
that sometimes people hesitate to tell
:
00:42:47,216 --> 00:42:49,856
me bad news because they're worried.
:
00:42:50,306 --> 00:42:53,696
They don't want to cause me pain
because I've been through it.
:
00:42:54,036 --> 00:42:57,386
, another former coworker of
mine, , who I worked with.
:
00:42:57,386 --> 00:42:57,956
It, it.
:
00:42:58,526 --> 00:42:59,066
Avatar.
:
00:42:59,066 --> 00:43:00,446
And I worked with her, her.
:
00:43:00,926 --> 00:43:03,326
Partner at buck Emilia was
recently diagnosed with cancer.
:
00:43:03,696 --> 00:43:06,276
, she said, I thought about you
so much during this process.
:
00:43:06,546 --> 00:43:08,466
I just, I didn't want to burden you.
:
00:43:08,466 --> 00:43:10,356
And I was like, it's not, I'm here for it.
:
00:43:10,356 --> 00:43:13,536
And I find that I can show up in a
different capacity for people now.
:
00:43:13,986 --> 00:43:15,816
They're going through really hard stuff.
:
00:43:15,846 --> 00:43:18,396
Like, you know, I'm, I'm an impasse.
:
00:43:18,396 --> 00:43:19,776
So I feel so much of it.
:
00:43:20,046 --> 00:43:23,406
But I'm also, I think you and I
talked about this, like I almost
:
00:43:23,406 --> 00:43:24,786
feel like I could do hospice work.
:
00:43:24,816 --> 00:43:25,206
Yes.
:
00:43:25,926 --> 00:43:30,606
I can hold space for someone to
say, like, you can be whatever
:
00:43:30,606 --> 00:43:31,506
it is you're going through.
:
00:43:31,506 --> 00:43:32,886
I'll show up for that conversation.
:
00:43:33,066 --> 00:43:33,576
Hold space.
:
00:43:33,966 --> 00:43:35,676
And I felt like when Julie was dying.
:
00:43:36,336 --> 00:43:37,866
She had a hard time.
:
00:43:38,286 --> 00:43:40,806
Acknowledging it, she fought and
fought and fought, fought, same thing.
:
00:43:40,806 --> 00:43:42,156
She was like, I'm going to
beat, I'm going to beat it.
:
00:43:42,156 --> 00:43:43,206
And like, There were hard times.
:
00:43:43,596 --> 00:43:47,676
And even at the end, I don't
think she fully accepted.
:
00:43:47,886 --> 00:43:48,786
She was dying.
:
00:43:49,056 --> 00:43:51,906
And I think that there were times
where one time she was in it, she
:
00:43:51,906 --> 00:43:54,886
said, she texted me and said, , how
do I say goodbye to the ocean?
:
00:43:54,916 --> 00:43:56,356
Because water was like her thing.
:
00:43:56,956 --> 00:43:58,456
And I said, I don't think that you do.
:
00:43:58,456 --> 00:44:03,346
I think that you, you allow the water,
like in G that energy and, and to be yours
:
00:44:03,346 --> 00:44:06,286
and to show the energy and eventually
you become one with the water, right?
:
00:44:06,286 --> 00:44:10,456
Like, you know, And, but even then
it was just like lightly contemplated
:
00:44:10,636 --> 00:44:15,276
bits, but not a deep dive into, and I
think, you know, the unique thing with
:
00:44:15,276 --> 00:44:17,436
my brother is through his journaling.
:
00:44:18,036 --> 00:44:21,636
He talked about that, like
he talked about, you know, he
:
00:44:21,636 --> 00:44:24,876
reminisced and he was grateful for
the time he'd had with his wife.
:
00:44:24,876 --> 00:44:28,746
And he worried about my mom and, you
know, just, he was real authentic
:
00:44:28,746 --> 00:44:30,276
and he was, you know, and he even.
:
00:44:31,116 --> 00:44:35,136
He showed that he fought, but
that he was also practical.
:
00:44:35,166 --> 00:44:35,706
Yes.
:
00:44:35,766 --> 00:44:37,806
You know, and I think that allowed.
:
00:44:38,256 --> 00:44:42,366
That practical element allowed
him to have an ease and peace
:
00:44:42,366 --> 00:44:43,986
of mind and an acceptance.
:
00:44:44,556 --> 00:44:48,546
But the other part allowed him to
like keep pushing, to keep, you
:
00:44:48,546 --> 00:44:51,516
know, he challenged himself to
like really endure the chemo and
:
00:44:51,516 --> 00:44:53,256
did, even though he felt like shit.
:
00:44:53,256 --> 00:44:56,406
And, and also to show people
that he was a fighter, right.
:
00:44:56,436 --> 00:44:58,206
That he had the strength in him to do it.
:
00:44:58,606 --> 00:45:01,696
, but yeah, the contrast of those
experiences, wild, which, like I
:
00:45:01,696 --> 00:45:04,786
said, I think because we both had
the shared experience of losing
:
00:45:04,786 --> 00:45:06,676
my brother, but then our own.
:
00:45:06,736 --> 00:45:09,646
You know, situations that were vastly
different the second time around.
:
00:45:10,196 --> 00:45:13,286
, was the, you know, I think
hospice is beautiful work.
:
00:45:13,316 --> 00:45:16,826
I think some of that can show up
at the end of life and, you know,
:
00:45:17,126 --> 00:45:18,986
Make someone feel safe or seen?
:
00:45:19,106 --> 00:45:19,376
Yeah.
:
00:45:19,436 --> 00:45:19,556
I'm.
:
00:45:19,736 --> 00:45:22,436
And valued or appreciated
is, is a real gift.
:
00:45:22,466 --> 00:45:23,876
I completely agree.
:
00:45:23,936 --> 00:45:27,446
And I've mentioned on multiple episodes
of this, that being a death doula
:
00:45:27,476 --> 00:45:32,456
is something that I've always been,
Interested in and kind of called towards,
:
00:45:32,716 --> 00:45:37,066
, and I, I mean, prior, your brother was
the first person close to me that, , I
:
00:45:37,066 --> 00:45:40,276
watched passed away from cancer, but
I've had lots of other people die.
:
00:45:40,336 --> 00:45:42,346
Before that other things totally.
:
00:45:42,676 --> 00:45:45,526
And so it was just kind of this thing
that's been ever since I was in high
:
00:45:45,526 --> 00:45:48,316
school, , uh, like present in my life.
:
00:45:48,706 --> 00:45:52,816
And I think that a lot of people it's like
simultaneously wonderful that they haven't
:
00:45:52,816 --> 00:45:57,526
had that experience, but if they haven't,
when it happens, they're so ill-equipped,
:
00:45:57,886 --> 00:45:59,716
and just kind of shocked and stunned.
:
00:45:59,716 --> 00:46:03,316
And it's like, how, w how do you even
begin to process or approach that.
:
00:46:04,616 --> 00:46:07,676
, And yeah, I think that it's when
you are that empathetic and you
:
00:46:07,676 --> 00:46:10,496
can just kind of feel everything
that's happening in these dynamics.
:
00:46:10,496 --> 00:46:13,886
Being able to help people
through that transition.
:
00:46:14,186 --> 00:46:15,896
I think would be just
like the highest honor.
:
00:46:15,926 --> 00:46:16,856
Yeah, I would agree.
:
00:46:16,886 --> 00:46:18,116
I think it's really noble work.
:
00:46:18,146 --> 00:46:18,596
Yeah.
:
00:46:18,716 --> 00:46:21,926
Is it something you could see
as like a career 3.0 situation?
:
00:46:21,986 --> 00:46:23,576
No, I don't ever want to work again.
:
00:46:25,586 --> 00:46:26,336
I actually.
:
00:46:26,846 --> 00:46:30,616
I know I actually had, I was, , hanging
out with my friends over at Cronulla
:
00:46:30,616 --> 00:46:32,146
coffee, shop down from staple house.
:
00:46:32,146 --> 00:46:33,646
Cause it's one of my safe places.
:
00:46:33,676 --> 00:46:34,096
Love it.
:
00:46:34,096 --> 00:46:36,676
There love them, love their
product of their energy, love
:
00:46:36,676 --> 00:46:37,576
their branding, their marketing.
:
00:46:37,576 --> 00:46:40,156
I mean, truly like I'm such
a, such a fan girl of them.
:
00:46:40,516 --> 00:46:43,966
And I was there and we were
just talking about how hard
:
00:46:43,966 --> 00:46:45,226
life was in restaurant life.
:
00:46:45,226 --> 00:46:45,376
And.
:
00:46:45,886 --> 00:46:47,656
You know, Life in general.
:
00:46:47,656 --> 00:46:47,836
And.
:
00:46:48,616 --> 00:46:51,106
The one of the girls asked me,
she said, well, what would you
:
00:46:51,106 --> 00:46:52,426
do if you could have any job?
:
00:46:52,426 --> 00:46:56,236
And I, I, without hesitation,
say, I'd be a stay at home mom.
:
00:46:57,196 --> 00:46:58,906
And I say that because
my kids are at school.
:
00:46:58,936 --> 00:47:01,576
So really I'd be a stay at
home by myself during the day.
:
00:47:02,476 --> 00:47:03,196
Dog mom.
:
00:47:03,226 --> 00:47:03,616
Yes.
:
00:47:03,736 --> 00:47:08,566
Um, And then she looked at me and say,
when you say that, And she said it
:
00:47:08,566 --> 00:47:10,006
without laughing, but then I laughed.
:
00:47:10,006 --> 00:47:13,486
She said, When you say that, do you
feel the feminism leaving your body?
:
00:47:14,236 --> 00:47:16,036
And I was like, damn straight.
:
00:47:16,036 --> 00:47:20,566
I do, but also, but also then redefining
what that femininity looks like for me.
:
00:47:20,566 --> 00:47:20,896
Right.
:
00:47:20,896 --> 00:47:21,016
And.
:
00:47:21,586 --> 00:47:24,526
You know, Just being able to pivot
and like, just do the things like
:
00:47:24,556 --> 00:47:26,656
finding those spaces for self care.
:
00:47:26,716 --> 00:47:26,956
Yeah.
:
00:47:26,986 --> 00:47:29,026
To like cook and clean with leisure.
:
00:47:29,026 --> 00:47:30,856
I actually don't mind those things.
:
00:47:30,856 --> 00:47:34,426
I just don't like them when
they're like, Number 89 and 94 on
:
00:47:34,426 --> 00:47:35,566
a list of a hundred things to do.
:
00:47:35,986 --> 00:47:37,156
And then when the next
day you have to do it all.
:
00:47:37,636 --> 00:47:37,876
Yeah.
:
00:47:37,906 --> 00:47:38,146
Yeah.
:
00:47:38,266 --> 00:47:39,466
I completely agree with that.
:
00:47:39,646 --> 00:47:41,866
What would you do if you
weren't a hairstylist?
:
00:47:42,196 --> 00:47:43,036
, And a business owner.
:
00:47:43,036 --> 00:47:44,116
It's not just the hairstyling.
:
00:47:44,116 --> 00:47:48,166
You have the podcast, you have
the retail shop, you have online
:
00:47:48,256 --> 00:47:49,996
retail, you have the hairstyling.
:
00:47:49,996 --> 00:47:52,726
So I would find a.
:
00:47:53,476 --> 00:47:55,816
96 to 98 year old.
:
00:47:56,056 --> 00:47:56,926
Very well-to-do.
:
00:47:56,986 --> 00:47:57,676
I'm dead inside.
:
00:47:59,206 --> 00:48:01,246
And I would put on the lowest cut shirt.
:
00:48:02,086 --> 00:48:04,186
And I would Anna, Nicole,
the fuck out of it.
:
00:48:04,696 --> 00:48:07,726
But stopping this, this
can be your side hustle.
:
00:48:08,116 --> 00:48:10,156
Get after it, you've got the breasts.
:
00:48:10,186 --> 00:48:11,446
You've got the cleavage.
:
00:48:12,046 --> 00:48:13,876
Yeah, you've got the finesse.
:
00:48:14,896 --> 00:48:16,636
My Bumble age ratio.
:
00:48:16,756 --> 00:48:17,596
Yeah.
:
00:48:17,716 --> 00:48:20,026
Maybe join a country club, maybe.
:
00:48:20,356 --> 00:48:20,866
Right.
:
00:48:21,046 --> 00:48:23,326
Really, I think I would
make a good lady of leisure.
:
00:48:23,416 --> 00:48:23,776
Yeah.
:
00:48:23,806 --> 00:48:27,166
I mean, there's gotta be some
like, you know, membership clubs
:
00:48:27,166 --> 00:48:29,596
up in like Buckhead, Johns Creek.
:
00:48:30,166 --> 00:48:31,426
You know, get in there.
:
00:48:31,456 --> 00:48:33,226
The problem is I don't like those people.
:
00:48:34,396 --> 00:48:36,256
And I don't have to like them
to get what you're getting.
:
00:48:37,816 --> 00:48:38,026
, Yeah.
:
00:48:38,056 --> 00:48:38,446
I don't know.
:
00:48:38,476 --> 00:48:42,166
I think about this a lot because there
are absolutely like, I have a lot of
:
00:48:42,166 --> 00:48:44,836
clients that are like, stay at home moms.
:
00:48:45,046 --> 00:48:48,616
You are married to mildly
attractive, rich as fuck dude.
:
00:48:48,946 --> 00:48:50,956
And I'm like, does it look like.
:
00:48:51,046 --> 00:48:51,856
I compromise.
:
00:48:51,886 --> 00:48:54,886
This has been made,
however, you're, you know?
:
00:48:55,036 --> 00:48:55,486
Yeah.
:
00:48:55,516 --> 00:48:56,536
It seemed pretty relaxed.
:
00:48:56,566 --> 00:48:57,046
Yeah.
:
00:48:57,226 --> 00:48:57,676
I know.
:
00:48:59,506 --> 00:49:02,926
Man, but yeah, then it's
that bout like, I mean, Yeah.
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00:49:03,466 --> 00:49:03,826
Yeah.
:
00:49:03,916 --> 00:49:04,366
I hear you.
:
00:49:04,546 --> 00:49:08,956
I think though, knowing myself, I,
uh, and back to the, the feminism
:
00:49:08,986 --> 00:49:13,216
component, , I truly believe that
no woman should ever hand over her
:
00:49:13,216 --> 00:49:15,316
financial autonomy to a man or.
:
00:49:15,616 --> 00:49:17,086
Or to anybody outside of herself.
:
00:49:17,366 --> 00:49:19,556
, because I think there's
safety and financial freedom.
:
00:49:19,976 --> 00:49:22,256
So I don't think that I
would thrive in that dynamic.
:
00:49:22,346 --> 00:49:22,466
Yeah.
:
00:49:22,586 --> 00:49:24,926
, unless it was like, we
just need a stipend.
:
00:49:25,016 --> 00:49:25,376
Right.
:
00:49:25,376 --> 00:49:27,956
You just need to be like, I'm
going to keep my shit over here.
:
00:49:27,986 --> 00:49:28,706
You keep your shit there.
:
00:49:28,706 --> 00:49:31,526
But like, if you want to
fund my lifestyle right.
:
00:49:31,616 --> 00:49:33,926
I mean I'm open to being funded for sure.
:
00:49:34,016 --> 00:49:36,146
But I just would need also
my, yeah, my own thing.
:
00:49:36,416 --> 00:49:37,016
Maybe like.
:
00:49:37,676 --> 00:49:41,036
Uh, like no prenup and
a life insurance policy.
:
00:49:41,036 --> 00:49:41,756
That's huge.
:
00:49:42,176 --> 00:49:43,046
And an ailing man.
:
00:49:44,636 --> 00:49:46,046
Setting yourself up for success there.
:
00:49:46,046 --> 00:49:46,436
Right?
:
00:49:46,676 --> 00:49:47,156
Yeah.
:
00:49:47,186 --> 00:49:48,116
Tell me how you really feel.
:
00:49:48,176 --> 00:49:48,356
Yeah.
:
00:49:48,506 --> 00:49:49,556
Thinking long-term for me.
:
00:49:49,586 --> 00:49:50,396
And short term for you.
:
00:49:50,516 --> 00:49:52,466
Well, maybe you should start
that doula work, right.
:
00:49:53,036 --> 00:49:53,906
I guess a built-in.
:
00:49:54,596 --> 00:49:56,966
The debt do lots of built in demographic.
:
00:49:57,026 --> 00:49:57,836
Oh my God.
:
00:49:57,836 --> 00:49:58,616
It's all coming full.
:
00:49:59,426 --> 00:50:01,526
He'd be like the woman
who had five husbands.
:
00:50:02,276 --> 00:50:03,866
But all only for a few years.
:
00:50:03,866 --> 00:50:04,646
Yes.
:
00:50:04,916 --> 00:50:05,996
Why when you can add.
:
00:50:09,986 --> 00:50:10,646
I'm dead.
:
00:50:11,756 --> 00:50:12,986
Oh, gloves are off gloves.
:
00:50:12,986 --> 00:50:13,736
Gloves are off y'all.
:
00:50:15,806 --> 00:50:17,486
Oh, As marrying for love.
:
00:50:18,086 --> 00:50:19,046
Uh, I did.
:
00:50:19,166 --> 00:50:19,766
I did.
:
00:50:19,826 --> 00:50:20,456
Yeah.
:
00:50:20,966 --> 00:50:22,076
Do you remember how that's going?
:
00:50:26,696 --> 00:50:31,256
Uh, everything has a season, you know,
everything does everything has a season.
:
00:50:31,556 --> 00:50:32,456
I married.
:
00:50:32,456 --> 00:50:33,626
I married a good man.
:
00:50:33,656 --> 00:50:34,346
I really did.
:
00:50:34,346 --> 00:50:34,706
He is.
:
00:50:34,886 --> 00:50:37,526
He's a good father and
he, and he's kind of hot.
:
00:50:37,556 --> 00:50:37,826
Yeah.
:
00:50:37,826 --> 00:50:39,746
He's I mean, have you seen those arms?
:
00:50:39,806 --> 00:50:40,436
Yeah.
:
00:50:40,916 --> 00:50:41,486
Yeah, they look.
:
00:50:41,756 --> 00:50:42,116
Good.
:
00:50:42,506 --> 00:50:47,596
Um, no, he's, he, he is talented and
he is, , a good dad and he's a hard
:
00:50:47,596 --> 00:50:50,266
worker and yeah, I, I would do it again.
:
00:50:50,446 --> 00:50:50,716
Yeah.
:
00:50:50,746 --> 00:50:51,046
Yeah.
:
00:50:52,216 --> 00:50:54,376
You asked me a question
once about being a mom.
:
00:50:54,376 --> 00:50:57,316
And you said, if you could erase
the memory of your kids, right?
:
00:50:57,316 --> 00:50:59,326
Like you didn't have them and
you could race the memory.
:
00:50:59,386 --> 00:50:59,686
Yeah.
:
00:50:59,746 --> 00:51:00,826
Would you do it again?
:
00:51:00,916 --> 00:51:01,216
Yeah.
:
00:51:01,246 --> 00:51:03,796
And that's such an interesting
question because you can't write,
:
00:51:03,826 --> 00:51:05,626
like you can't really erase.
:
00:51:05,926 --> 00:51:06,196
No.
:
00:51:06,976 --> 00:51:07,216
Yeah.
:
00:51:07,456 --> 00:51:10,906
You can't would I, if I didn't know
better because you do know better, but
:
00:51:10,906 --> 00:51:14,816
I, I, it's something I think about a
lot, , with, and I, and I think that
:
00:51:14,816 --> 00:51:17,216
I would, you know, like it's so hard.
:
00:51:17,816 --> 00:51:18,176
Yeah.
:
00:51:18,206 --> 00:51:20,726
I think that I would,
but I don't know because.
:
00:51:21,416 --> 00:51:21,776
Right.
:
00:51:21,776 --> 00:51:25,256
Like I'm, I've done the journey
and I've done the hard work.
:
00:51:25,286 --> 00:51:25,586
Right.
:
00:51:25,586 --> 00:51:29,636
And I also reap the benefits of
having these really bad-ass cool kids.
:
00:51:29,876 --> 00:51:34,136
I mean, Lillian is about to be nine
and she's can set boundaries with
:
00:51:34,136 --> 00:51:36,146
people better than some adults.
:
00:51:36,206 --> 00:51:36,746
That's amazing.
:
00:51:36,806 --> 00:51:37,016
Right.
:
00:51:37,166 --> 00:51:40,946
She said to about a friend at school
that didn't like her response.
:
00:51:40,946 --> 00:51:44,546
And she was like, well, I'm, I'm
saying what I will or won't do.
:
00:51:44,546 --> 00:51:46,676
And how you respond to it
is your responsibility.
:
00:51:47,186 --> 00:51:49,046
And I was like, yes.
:
00:51:49,286 --> 00:51:49,976
It's after.
:
00:51:49,976 --> 00:51:50,366
Right.
:
00:51:50,366 --> 00:51:53,366
And like, you know, I think that it
helps you to like she's in therapy.
:
00:51:53,366 --> 00:51:56,546
And so she's like has a safe place to
like really work through some of these
:
00:51:56,546 --> 00:52:00,206
things that, you know, a lot of kids
maybe don't, or don't have an awareness
:
00:52:00,206 --> 00:52:04,376
and we're in past and we're, you know,
emotional, you know, I'm very emotionally
:
00:52:04,376 --> 00:52:05,876
present with my kids, but yeah.
:
00:52:06,596 --> 00:52:07,496
I don't know how I got on that.
:
00:52:07,496 --> 00:52:08,066
That's what I do.
:
00:52:08,156 --> 00:52:08,786
A trail off.
:
00:52:09,536 --> 00:52:11,066
I'm scared to trail off all day long.
:
00:52:11,936 --> 00:52:13,706
Um, do you see yourself getting married?
:
00:52:14,876 --> 00:52:16,016
That's such a funny question.
:
00:52:16,096 --> 00:52:17,896
, cause I've referenced multiple times.
:
00:52:17,946 --> 00:52:18,996
I was engaged, so.
:
00:52:19,326 --> 00:52:20,316
I could have been married.
:
00:52:21,066 --> 00:52:22,626
And I'm so glad that I was.
:
00:52:23,256 --> 00:52:24,546
Imagine a bullet there.
:
00:52:24,786 --> 00:52:26,046
Just the most boring bullet.
:
00:52:28,806 --> 00:52:29,586
That's amazing.
:
00:52:30,456 --> 00:52:31,476
Um, honest.
:
00:52:31,926 --> 00:52:32,496
That's so true.
:
00:52:32,556 --> 00:52:33,936
Everybody who knows him knows that's true.
:
00:52:34,126 --> 00:52:36,316
, Uh, so, uh, Yes.
:
00:52:36,316 --> 00:52:37,816
I could see myself getting married.
:
00:52:38,056 --> 00:52:42,046
However, my idea of what
that should look like.
:
00:52:42,496 --> 00:52:47,146
Or like what it would take for me
to agree to that dynamic has really
:
00:52:47,146 --> 00:52:48,676
evolved over the past decade.
:
00:52:48,706 --> 00:52:49,006
Yeah.
:
00:52:49,456 --> 00:52:52,096
Especially as somebody who's
financially independent.
:
00:52:52,376 --> 00:52:58,706
, I would need somebody who, like, I always
say like my, my taco bell table is full.
:
00:52:58,796 --> 00:52:59,816
Like I am.
:
00:53:00,116 --> 00:53:01,106
Not very big.
:
00:53:01,166 --> 00:53:03,806
I mean, in all fairness,
like it's a very small table.
:
00:53:04,466 --> 00:53:05,306
Our knees are grazing.
:
00:53:07,316 --> 00:53:10,526
Um, but yeah, if I could meet a
person who could like add a wing onto
:
00:53:10,526 --> 00:53:12,686
my table and like add to my life.
:
00:53:12,716 --> 00:53:13,076
Fair enough.
:
00:53:13,136 --> 00:53:13,766
In a way.
:
00:53:13,846 --> 00:53:17,336
, that would be great, but I seem to
only date people who take, , so I think
:
00:53:17,726 --> 00:53:18,776
if I've ever dated you, I'm sorry.
:
00:53:18,776 --> 00:53:19,706
I have terrible taste in men.
:
00:53:19,706 --> 00:53:19,796
You.
:
00:53:21,446 --> 00:53:21,866
That's okay then.
:
00:53:21,926 --> 00:53:25,256
I had dinner with an
ex boyfriend last week.
:
00:53:25,466 --> 00:53:27,686
Um, and I was like, can
I ask you something?
:
00:53:27,716 --> 00:53:29,126
, have you ever listened to my podcast?
:
00:53:29,126 --> 00:53:31,046
And he literally laughed
in my face and said no.
:
00:53:31,046 --> 00:53:33,656
And I was just like, oh,
so I can talk to him.
:
00:53:33,656 --> 00:53:33,956
Shit.
:
00:53:34,496 --> 00:53:34,856
Okay.
:
00:53:35,036 --> 00:53:36,206
Gloves off gloves.
:
00:53:36,206 --> 00:53:38,816
I'm going to start talking about the
size of your penis on the next episode.
:
00:53:38,996 --> 00:53:39,416
It's huge.
:
00:53:39,446 --> 00:53:39,506
No.
:
00:53:39,566 --> 00:53:40,256
Oh, my God.
:
00:53:41,876 --> 00:53:45,116
Oh, was that why you went
to dinner with them again?
:
00:53:47,486 --> 00:53:47,906
No.
:
00:53:47,936 --> 00:53:48,626
Yeah.
:
00:53:48,716 --> 00:53:49,706
Point taken.
:
00:53:51,236 --> 00:53:54,236
I actually, I didn't utilize
any of those skillsets at all.
:
00:53:54,236 --> 00:53:55,016
It was just dinner.
:
00:53:55,136 --> 00:53:56,186
So you did the next day.
:
00:53:56,396 --> 00:53:56,636
Nope.
:
00:53:57,056 --> 00:53:57,206
No.
:
00:53:58,106 --> 00:54:00,356
I think it was like a closure
for me, it was a closure dinner.
:
00:54:00,686 --> 00:54:02,876
, cause I was like, oh, you're like a loser.
:
00:54:05,096 --> 00:54:05,396
Yeah.
:
00:54:05,426 --> 00:54:07,556
But it's hard to get turned on by a loser.
:
00:54:08,576 --> 00:54:09,176
No, no.
:
00:54:09,206 --> 00:54:10,466
I had a real easy time with this one.
:
00:54:10,586 --> 00:54:11,216
Wow.
:
00:54:11,486 --> 00:54:12,686
Hot as fuck.
:
00:54:12,746 --> 00:54:13,136
Okay.
:
00:54:13,136 --> 00:54:13,376
Okay.
:
00:54:13,406 --> 00:54:13,676
Okay.
:
00:54:13,796 --> 00:54:16,166
So there's other elements
at play he's attractive.
:
00:54:16,316 --> 00:54:17,036
It's got a big guy.
:
00:54:17,126 --> 00:54:17,666
He knows what he's doing.
:
00:54:17,726 --> 00:54:18,056
That's fair.
:
00:54:18,116 --> 00:54:18,506
Yeah.
:
00:54:18,596 --> 00:54:19,436
He knows how to work.
:
00:54:19,466 --> 00:54:21,176
The, the resources that he has.
:
00:54:21,926 --> 00:54:22,706
He doesn't know how to work.
:
00:54:22,706 --> 00:54:23,906
He just knows how to work that.
:
00:54:24,086 --> 00:54:25,496
Yeah, that's fine.
:
00:54:25,526 --> 00:54:26,816
Well, so, so I guess.
:
00:54:27,206 --> 00:54:28,676
To, to bring it back to your question.
:
00:54:28,826 --> 00:54:29,636
Would I get married?
:
00:54:29,636 --> 00:54:32,036
Yes, but not to the type of
person that I like to date.
:
00:54:32,126 --> 00:54:33,386
Yeah, that's fair.
:
00:54:33,416 --> 00:54:34,706
I mean, that's fair.
:
00:54:35,066 --> 00:54:35,276
Yeah.
:
00:54:35,306 --> 00:54:37,406
I feel like there's a lot of women, right?
:
00:54:37,406 --> 00:54:40,346
Like, What's attractive is
like, I'm usually more of like
:
00:54:40,346 --> 00:54:42,596
an immediate gratification
connection in the moment versus.
:
00:54:43,406 --> 00:54:46,136
Long-term those, those
fundamentals are real.
:
00:54:46,136 --> 00:54:48,986
Y'all like when people talk about
like the reasons people get divorced,
:
00:54:48,986 --> 00:54:51,116
like finances, communication.
:
00:54:51,476 --> 00:54:54,866
You know, long-term goals like
it's real and they change, right?
:
00:54:54,866 --> 00:54:55,586
Like you change.
:
00:54:55,586 --> 00:54:56,366
They change.
:
00:54:56,706 --> 00:55:00,576
, and it's hard when you're dating to
know if they're going to really line up.
:
00:55:00,606 --> 00:55:00,876
Right.
:
00:55:00,876 --> 00:55:00,936
And.
:
00:55:01,566 --> 00:55:03,486
You got to play, you know,
right now you're on the.
:
00:55:04,416 --> 00:55:05,766
Quantity over quality.
:
00:55:06,936 --> 00:55:08,736
I mean, to be clear, I'm open to quality.
:
00:55:09,336 --> 00:55:10,326
I don't know where it's hiding.
:
00:55:10,536 --> 00:55:11,496
I think it's married.
:
00:55:11,556 --> 00:55:14,136
I think, I think if I'm going
to have a husband, I think he's
:
00:55:14,136 --> 00:55:15,576
currently on his trading marriage.
:
00:55:15,696 --> 00:55:17,946
Yeah, wait and ride the divorce wave.
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00:55:17,946 --> 00:55:18,366
Totally.
:
00:55:18,416 --> 00:55:18,926
, and I've dated.
:
00:55:19,016 --> 00:55:20,306
I've dated some amazing man.
:
00:55:20,576 --> 00:55:21,716
We're just practical reasons.
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00:55:21,746 --> 00:55:22,496
It hasn't worked out.
:
00:55:22,526 --> 00:55:22,826
Totally.
:
00:55:22,946 --> 00:55:27,056
, but I do really enjoy a piece
of shit tattooed bad boy
:
00:55:29,936 --> 00:55:31,616
.
We'll get other and get you one girl.
:
00:55:31,916 --> 00:55:33,146
I mean, why just one.
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00:55:33,236 --> 00:55:33,896
I know, right?
:
00:55:33,956 --> 00:55:34,256
Yeah.
:
00:55:35,186 --> 00:55:38,156
You know, that's the fun of
being single, I will say.
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00:55:38,236 --> 00:55:38,776
, oh shoot.
:
00:55:38,806 --> 00:55:40,546
We said, oh shoot.
:
00:55:40,636 --> 00:55:41,446
You said something.
:
00:55:41,476 --> 00:55:41,806
Oh, shoot.
:
00:55:42,016 --> 00:55:45,106
That made me think of something it
didn't have to do with dicks though.
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00:55:45,676 --> 00:55:48,316
Um, I don't know.
:
00:55:48,856 --> 00:55:50,926
I've lost my train of good
job distracted there, Karen.
:
00:55:52,126 --> 00:55:52,846
I had to go home.
:
00:55:54,166 --> 00:55:55,396
I see my husband's at the house.
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00:55:56,746 --> 00:55:57,256
Hopefully not.
:
00:56:00,076 --> 00:56:01,546
No, actually, we're about to meet here.
:
00:56:01,546 --> 00:56:05,146
Uh, Very shortly to pick up the kids
from school, how wholesome and it's.
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00:56:05,476 --> 00:56:06,916
Parent teacher conference day.
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00:56:07,426 --> 00:56:08,086
All right.
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00:56:10,096 --> 00:56:10,546
I know.
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00:56:12,046 --> 00:56:13,156
Oh, goodness.
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00:56:13,216 --> 00:56:13,306
Oh.
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00:56:14,186 --> 00:56:19,136
, well, as y'all have probably observed
Kara and I just have a fun little.
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00:56:19,706 --> 00:56:21,326
And we just talk about anything.
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00:56:21,356 --> 00:56:21,626
Yeah.
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00:56:21,686 --> 00:56:22,286
Everything.
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00:56:23,276 --> 00:56:25,946
But that's what I appreciate about
you is that there is no level
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00:56:25,946 --> 00:56:27,866
that we cannot dip our toes into.
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00:56:28,396 --> 00:56:30,496
, so, you know, we've cried
so many times to get.
:
00:56:30,916 --> 00:56:32,146
Also laughed so hard.
:
00:56:32,146 --> 00:56:32,926
We can't breathe.
:
00:56:32,986 --> 00:56:36,616
Yeah, I honestly don't think that
I've sat in your chair without crying.
:
00:56:37,036 --> 00:56:37,426
Literally.
:
00:56:37,546 --> 00:56:38,236
Four.
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00:56:38,746 --> 00:56:41,266
Oh, 14 years or 12, 13 years.
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00:56:41,266 --> 00:56:44,266
You've been, , keeping me a
look at my fresh and finest.
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00:56:45,226 --> 00:56:45,796
So, thank you.
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00:56:45,796 --> 00:56:48,856
Thank you for creating a space for
people to show up at your table and
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00:56:48,856 --> 00:56:51,826
share with you so abundantly and
to receive them so authentically.
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00:56:52,096 --> 00:56:53,236
I'm super grateful for you.
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00:56:53,536 --> 00:56:53,926
Thank you.
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00:56:53,956 --> 00:56:55,366
Thanks for having me on today.
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00:56:55,486 --> 00:56:58,486
You know, the one thing we didn't talk
about, I'll have to pick back up on what.
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00:56:58,756 --> 00:56:59,386
Michelin.
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00:57:00,046 --> 00:57:02,056
I thought for sure you bring it up.
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00:57:02,086 --> 00:57:05,206
Do you want to, I mean, I got to
get ready to go get the kids run.
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00:57:06,166 --> 00:57:08,146
I've got like eight minutes.
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00:57:09,406 --> 00:57:10,666
We're at 59 minutes.
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00:57:10,696 --> 00:57:12,376
Let's do we can do this real quick.
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00:57:13,396 --> 00:57:13,816
Okay.
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00:57:14,206 --> 00:57:15,796
Ah, so, okay.
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00:57:15,796 --> 00:57:18,016
We're going to we'll end on
that, on this little cap.
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00:57:18,086 --> 00:57:22,556
, so Kara and I are snaps and have high
expectations of dining experiences.
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00:57:22,556 --> 00:57:22,886
Yes.
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00:57:23,066 --> 00:57:27,386
And as most of us know Atlanta
was recently Michelin rated.
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00:57:27,566 --> 00:57:28,016
Yeah.
:
00:57:29,576 --> 00:57:29,816
Eric.
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00:57:29,816 --> 00:57:30,866
What do you think about that?
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00:57:30,896 --> 00:57:31,376
Think.
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00:57:31,556 --> 00:57:32,876
So many things about that.
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00:57:33,086 --> 00:57:34,106
Tell us what you think about it.
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00:57:34,916 --> 00:57:35,336
Okay.
:
00:57:35,336 --> 00:57:38,126
I think that we don't need
to omakase stays in the same
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00:57:38,126 --> 00:57:39,476
neighborhood to have a Michelin star.
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00:57:39,986 --> 00:57:40,286
Yeah.
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00:57:40,496 --> 00:57:41,066
They're in the statement.
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00:57:41,066 --> 00:57:41,756
I haven't been to either.
:
00:57:41,786 --> 00:57:43,706
So her same neighborhood,
same neighborhood.
:
00:57:43,756 --> 00:57:46,756
, I've been to . I haven't been to
the new location of high eCOA.
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00:57:47,446 --> 00:57:49,966
Very good, but also
question mark on the star.
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00:57:50,106 --> 00:57:53,556
, I don't think that, uh, uh,
ridiculous hotel restaurant
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00:57:53,556 --> 00:57:55,116
has any business ever being on.
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00:57:55,146 --> 00:57:57,276
I think that like Atlas, why that's weird.
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00:57:57,396 --> 00:57:57,576
Yeah.
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00:57:57,676 --> 00:58:00,856
, they literally told a friend of
mine that the, the lowest price
:
00:58:00,856 --> 00:58:05,326
point tier wine pairings were, and
I quote grocery store level wines.
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00:58:05,476 --> 00:58:07,786
And so to me automatically, you
should never have a Michelin star.
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00:58:07,846 --> 00:58:08,746
Oh, have you eaten it?
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00:58:08,746 --> 00:58:09,226
Atlas?
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00:58:09,586 --> 00:58:10,306
I've not eaten it.
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00:58:11,356 --> 00:58:12,046
, but my.
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00:58:13,276 --> 00:58:15,286
My little birdies who report back to me.
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00:58:15,676 --> 00:58:17,686
Not a single person has
been like, that was great.
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00:58:17,776 --> 00:58:18,406
You know what I mean?
:
00:58:18,716 --> 00:58:19,466
, so I don't know.
:
00:58:19,466 --> 00:58:22,496
I just kind of think that
like there's too much money.
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00:58:23,696 --> 00:58:24,176
I burped.
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00:58:25,346 --> 00:58:25,916
That's what.
:
00:58:27,506 --> 00:58:29,216
We had to call me out and
just things get weird talking
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00:58:29,216 --> 00:58:30,776
about all my bodily functions.
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00:58:32,396 --> 00:58:33,176
Oh, my God, I must've liked.
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00:58:33,176 --> 00:58:34,016
Must look painful.
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00:58:34,796 --> 00:58:35,336
Are you good?
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00:58:35,846 --> 00:58:37,166
Oh, yeah.
:
00:58:37,196 --> 00:58:37,556
I don't know.
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00:58:37,556 --> 00:58:40,436
I think that, but here's what I think
here's let me just strip this all away.
:
00:58:40,466 --> 00:58:44,306
I think that Atlanta purchased
a Michelin rating, a million
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00:58:44,306 --> 00:58:45,536
dollars over three years.
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00:58:45,536 --> 00:58:48,956
Yeah, and I think they scraped
up, , what they could, yeah.
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00:58:49,106 --> 00:58:51,956
Have you eaten a Michelin star restaurants
in other cities all over the world?
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00:58:51,986 --> 00:58:52,136
Yeah.
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00:58:52,226 --> 00:58:53,576
I prioritize it when I travel.
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00:58:53,606 --> 00:58:53,906
Yeah.
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00:58:54,026 --> 00:58:58,646
So, so proof further that
Michelin does drive business.
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00:58:58,646 --> 00:58:58,826
Right.
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00:58:58,826 --> 00:59:00,806
Which makes sense for the Atlanta.
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00:59:01,376 --> 00:59:04,286
Travel business bureau,
whatever convention bureau.
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00:59:04,886 --> 00:59:05,636
I don't know the name of it.
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00:59:05,636 --> 00:59:06,236
I'm messing it up.
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00:59:06,296 --> 00:59:08,006
I respectfully do apologize.
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00:59:08,336 --> 00:59:11,756
Um, but yeah, but that
it clearly does generate.
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00:59:11,786 --> 00:59:12,086
Right.
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00:59:12,086 --> 00:59:17,306
And so from a business standpoint and our
revenue for the city, It, it makes sense.
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00:59:17,366 --> 00:59:17,786
Yeah.
:
00:59:18,146 --> 00:59:22,256
, how would you say that given
that you have eaten around the
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00:59:22,256 --> 00:59:26,366
world and go, you know, choose,
prioritize Michelin star restaurants.
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00:59:26,876 --> 00:59:28,256
How would you say.
:
00:59:29,246 --> 00:59:32,516
Atlanta stacks up to cities domestically.
:
00:59:32,516 --> 00:59:35,546
You such as Chicago or New
York or San Francisco or LA.
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00:59:35,606 --> 00:59:36,926
I think it doesn't at all.
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00:59:37,046 --> 00:59:37,136
Okay.
:
00:59:37,706 --> 00:59:39,326
I was my best friend.
:
00:59:39,326 --> 00:59:43,696
And I went to New York in December and we
ate at, , a one Michelin star restaurant.
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00:59:43,996 --> 00:59:45,016
That was a.
:
00:59:45,016 --> 00:59:51,076
So casual and unpretentious and just
unbelievable quality and execution and
:
00:59:51,076 --> 00:59:56,206
service and like beautiful interior,
but not like just begging to be cool.
:
00:59:56,596 --> 00:59:58,996
, and I remember thinking
like, how do you see how.
:
00:59:59,926 --> 01:00:02,266
One star means a different
thing, depending on what city.
:
01:00:02,836 --> 01:00:04,306
And I think that that kind of sucks.
:
01:00:04,336 --> 01:00:04,696
Yeah.
:
01:00:04,886 --> 01:00:06,116
, because none of the places.
:
01:00:06,716 --> 01:00:12,086
That got starred in
Atlanta or casual, correct?
:
01:00:12,116 --> 01:00:12,476
Yeah.
:
01:00:12,626 --> 01:00:13,166
Yeah.
:
01:00:13,436 --> 01:00:16,556
So it's just sort of like
anybody who has a tasting menu.
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01:00:16,886 --> 01:00:17,666
Was a candidate.
:
01:00:17,726 --> 01:00:18,206
Yeah.
:
01:00:18,476 --> 01:00:21,191
Was the menu that you, the
dining experience you had in New
:
01:00:21,191 --> 01:00:21,986
York that you were referencing?
:
01:00:21,986 --> 01:00:22,826
Was that a tasty menu?
:
01:00:23,136 --> 01:00:27,486
, it was like, uh, like a three or four
course kind of choose your own adventure
:
01:00:27,486 --> 01:00:29,526
situation with lots of supplements.
:
01:00:29,826 --> 01:00:31,776
So like fried chicken with caviar, you.
:
01:00:32,196 --> 01:00:33,666
Just like, oh my God, I'm so hungry.
:
01:00:33,666 --> 01:00:34,446
And that sounds amazing.
:
01:00:35,046 --> 01:00:36,156
Fried chicken always sounds good.
:
01:00:36,516 --> 01:00:37,236
So it was caviar.
:
01:00:37,716 --> 01:00:39,096
I know it was like win-win.
:
01:00:39,516 --> 01:00:40,866
Little glass of champagne with that.
:
01:00:40,896 --> 01:00:41,016
Yeah.
:
01:00:41,076 --> 01:00:42,066
Oh God.
:
01:00:42,066 --> 01:00:42,396
Yeah.
:
01:00:42,486 --> 01:00:42,576
No.
:
01:00:42,996 --> 01:00:46,026
We did it up and you, and
this is an important point.
:
01:00:46,296 --> 01:00:49,956
So we had, you know, we'll say a four
course meal with two to three cocktails.
:
01:00:49,956 --> 01:00:52,116
Each the check was less than 200 bucks.
:
01:00:52,476 --> 01:00:57,296
So like extremely affordable, , and
better than a lot of the things that
:
01:00:57,296 --> 01:00:58,586
you have here for twice as much.
:
01:00:58,886 --> 01:01:00,506
So I just like, I don't know.
:
01:01:00,506 --> 01:01:04,316
I feel like, you know, 10, 15 years ago,
Atlanta was on the precipice of like
:
01:01:04,316 --> 01:01:08,096
just blowing up in this really cool,
authentic, awesome food scene and staple
:
01:01:08,096 --> 01:01:09,716
house, I think was a huge part of that.
:
01:01:10,106 --> 01:01:11,696
And I just see things.
:
01:01:12,326 --> 01:01:12,566
I don't know.
:
01:01:12,596 --> 01:01:15,326
There's like this infusion of
kind of corporate boringness.
:
01:01:15,506 --> 01:01:18,176
Into all of the new concepts
that just doesn't do it for me.
:
01:01:18,176 --> 01:01:18,566
Yeah.
:
01:01:19,106 --> 01:01:19,886
How do you feel?
:
01:01:19,916 --> 01:01:21,986
I mean, I can speak more
highly to this than I can.
:
01:01:22,286 --> 01:01:26,726
I mean, except that I don't have
the, like the field research for it.
:
01:01:26,786 --> 01:01:27,026
Right.
:
01:01:27,026 --> 01:01:27,686
Like I haven't.
:
01:01:27,686 --> 01:01:27,956
Yeah.
:
01:01:28,196 --> 01:01:28,616
I have.
:
01:01:28,646 --> 01:01:32,006
I've been to Alinea and
we ate Ivy nit Smith.
:
01:01:32,106 --> 01:01:33,186
, and we ate at grace.
:
01:01:33,246 --> 01:01:36,036
So a lot of Chicago ones, when
we go close, It did, but he
:
01:01:36,036 --> 01:01:37,296
reopened another restaurant.
:
01:01:38,046 --> 01:01:39,336
The name escapes me right now.
:
01:01:39,366 --> 01:01:39,726
Okay.
:
01:01:41,166 --> 01:01:43,896
So, I mean in Chicago, Eaton in Chicago.
:
01:01:44,406 --> 01:01:45,486
But otherwise.
:
01:01:46,116 --> 01:01:49,836
Not in LA or San Francisco
or New York, even.
:
01:01:49,836 --> 01:01:52,896
So I don't have as much comprehensive.
:
01:01:53,136 --> 01:01:55,386
I mean, the experiences that I had.
:
01:01:55,956 --> 01:02:01,896
At Oriel Smith and grace in anda
Linnea and next all in Chicago,
:
01:02:01,896 --> 01:02:04,506
like all of them blew my mind.
:
01:02:04,536 --> 01:02:04,896
Yeah.
:
01:02:04,926 --> 01:02:10,716
All of them, or like thoughtful and
in like, I just mesmerized by both the
:
01:02:10,746 --> 01:02:13,266
elements of service hospitality on beyond.
:
01:02:13,656 --> 01:02:14,706
Um, food.
:
01:02:14,916 --> 01:02:17,976
You know, portion, size, flavor,
texture, like all the things that hit.
:
01:02:19,326 --> 01:02:21,216
I really had a really great time.
:
01:02:21,276 --> 01:02:22,416
I haven't eaten.
:
01:02:22,896 --> 01:02:25,776
At like any of the restaurants in
Atlanta, because I never go out.
:
01:02:25,956 --> 01:02:29,946
So while I have these sort of
philosophical opinions about like
:
01:02:29,946 --> 01:02:33,906
Michelin and, and things, there's also
this part of me, that's like, I also
:
01:02:33,906 --> 01:02:35,556
haven't eaten at most of the restaurants.
:
01:02:35,856 --> 01:02:37,926
So I really don't know how they stack up.
:
01:02:37,956 --> 01:02:38,106
Yeah.
:
01:02:38,166 --> 01:02:44,526
I mean, there were a couple of the nods
that I was like, shocks were worthy of.
:
01:02:45,066 --> 01:02:48,696
Being mentioned and wondered,
totally cruise PR company
:
01:02:48,696 --> 01:02:50,106
worked really hard for that.
:
01:02:50,526 --> 01:02:55,176
Um, but I also, you know, it's hard
because I am mindful of not, I mean,
:
01:02:55,326 --> 01:02:58,746
I am saying this you're a bit of a
filter to be completely transparent.
:
01:02:58,746 --> 01:03:01,236
And then I also want to
support the industry.
:
01:03:01,266 --> 01:03:02,676
I'm a part of and not tear it apart.
:
01:03:03,966 --> 01:03:04,356
Yeah.
:
01:03:04,386 --> 01:03:06,936
So I'm like, there's a,
but the other part is.
:
01:03:07,506 --> 01:03:09,276
So even if I had eaten that.
:
01:03:09,366 --> 01:03:09,606
Them.
:
01:03:09,606 --> 01:03:10,536
I'm not sure.
:
01:03:11,136 --> 01:03:15,636
I would be careful, unfortunately
like of how I spoke of him.
:
01:03:15,636 --> 01:03:17,646
But again, more than anything, the nods.
:
01:03:18,006 --> 01:03:19,746
I was a little bit shocked
and should be told.
:
01:03:20,316 --> 01:03:23,736
If I'm the candid part of me, that's
like, if we're talking about sandwiches
:
01:03:23,736 --> 01:03:27,036
at some of these places or biscuits, or,
I mean, again, I haven't eaten at him.
:
01:03:27,546 --> 01:03:30,246
I mean the stable house grinder
I've eaten the charcuterie board.
:
01:03:30,546 --> 01:03:31,476
We make the salami.
:
01:03:31,476 --> 01:03:33,996
So, I mean, there's part
of me, that's like that.
:
01:03:33,996 --> 01:03:35,646
That's crazy.
:
01:03:35,736 --> 01:03:37,086
I'll say it, you got burned.
:
01:03:37,176 --> 01:03:38,556
It makes no fucking sense.
:
01:03:38,826 --> 01:03:39,606
It's just a wonder.
:
01:03:39,666 --> 01:03:42,636
He makes you wonder,
like what's the criteria.
:
01:03:42,696 --> 01:03:43,296
Yeah, right.
:
01:03:43,296 --> 01:03:46,626
Like it's not always the
integrity of the product, right.
:
01:03:46,626 --> 01:03:49,806
Because we'll have a food
stall and a fucking food court
:
01:03:49,836 --> 01:03:51,786
can get something and it's.
:
01:03:52,596 --> 01:03:53,436
I'll say, I don't know.
:
01:03:53,556 --> 01:03:53,886
I don't know.
:
01:03:53,886 --> 01:03:56,346
And now that we're back to dinners,
I have people say to me, oh, you're
:
01:03:56,346 --> 01:03:57,726
going after that Michelin star.
:
01:03:57,726 --> 01:03:59,256
And it honestly makes me angry.
:
01:03:59,286 --> 01:03:59,976
I hate that.
:
01:04:00,396 --> 01:04:02,286
And you'd asked earlier,
like how the hybrid's going.
:
01:04:02,736 --> 01:04:04,116
And very true to my nature.
:
01:04:04,116 --> 01:04:05,406
I was like, shit is hard.
:
01:04:05,526 --> 01:04:10,836
Yeah, but this hybrid actually
feels like the closest combination
:
01:04:10,866 --> 01:04:12,426
of my brother and my husband.
:
01:04:12,846 --> 01:04:16,416
Because my brother would've loved like
the small, like the counter service,
:
01:04:16,416 --> 01:04:20,136
the casual, the sandwiches, like he
always wanted to open a sandwich shop.
:
01:04:20,526 --> 01:04:26,106
Um, and so that feels, so my brother,
so Ryan during the day, and then
:
01:04:26,106 --> 01:04:29,196
the dinner food feels more close to.
:
01:04:29,886 --> 01:04:33,396
You know, Smith, but also like really
chef Jake is the one that is like, you
:
01:04:33,396 --> 01:04:35,076
know, conceptualizing and executing.
:
01:04:35,106 --> 01:04:38,616
And he's brilliant has been
worked for us since we opened.
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But.
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All that being said, now that we're
doing the dinner service, that Prefix.
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And it's more kindled staple
hospital, only five courses.
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So not quite as much manipulation,
not quite as many courses,
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not quite as many pairings.
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01:04:52,096 --> 01:04:54,016
, People have to say that quite often.
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01:04:54,376 --> 01:04:57,466
And I just am, like, I'm not,
we've never shown up for that.
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Like that's never been.
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01:04:59,476 --> 01:05:01,846
You know our motivation
for doing what we do.
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01:05:01,876 --> 01:05:02,176
Yeah.
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01:05:02,326 --> 01:05:03,616
Again, we're just masochists.
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01:05:03,616 --> 01:05:06,106
We just love to like,
get our asses kicked.
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01:05:06,166 --> 01:05:08,686
, and try to survive, but
yeah, so I don't know.
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01:05:08,716 --> 01:05:10,216
I'm not concerned about it.
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01:05:10,216 --> 01:05:11,956
It's not a priority.
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01:05:12,226 --> 01:05:14,596
You know, and then we also have,
you know, I think that they
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should expand out of just Atlanta.
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01:05:16,396 --> 01:05:18,346
It should be like Atlanta
and surrounding area.
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01:05:18,766 --> 01:05:20,356
I will say I love spring and Marietta.
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01:05:20,986 --> 01:05:22,456
Beautiful dining experience.
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01:05:22,876 --> 01:05:24,736
You know, had a couple of years ago.
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01:05:24,826 --> 01:05:25,756
Again, don't get out much.
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01:05:26,476 --> 01:05:29,866
Uh, I've had several people say that
like, well, keep in mind, we've
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01:05:29,866 --> 01:05:32,806
got this multi-year contracts, so
they can't like, you know, yeah.
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01:05:33,316 --> 01:05:34,006
The first one.
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01:05:34,006 --> 01:05:37,006
So it's like, they're probably also
reserving places where they're like,
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01:05:37,036 --> 01:05:40,426
yeah, we've got our eye on you, but
yeah, we got to save content for like
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next year's awards and stuff like that.
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01:05:42,166 --> 01:05:45,826
So I think I'm open to my
opinion, evolving Alex.
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01:05:46,156 --> 01:05:48,526
There nominations also evolve.
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01:05:48,586 --> 01:05:50,056
Yeah, that's fair.
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01:05:50,156 --> 01:05:51,506
, Well, okay.
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01:05:51,606 --> 01:05:52,596
, Kara, thank you.
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01:05:52,656 --> 01:05:54,066
So, so, so much for your time.
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01:05:54,146 --> 01:05:54,626
, thank you.
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01:05:54,626 --> 01:05:59,696
If you've listened and made it this far
for enjoying our journey of, uh, Cancer
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01:05:59,696 --> 01:06:07,436
and food and relationships and family and
all of the things and plungers hunters.
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01:06:08,726 --> 01:06:10,406
And there's death and there's this.
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01:06:11,456 --> 01:06:11,936
Child.
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01:06:12,026 --> 01:06:13,226
There's hospital trips.
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01:06:13,736 --> 01:06:14,966
And luxury resorts and.
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01:06:15,566 --> 01:06:16,886
It's all at the same time.
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01:06:16,886 --> 01:06:17,066
We've.
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01:06:17,096 --> 01:06:18,536
Checked all of the boxes.
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01:06:18,726 --> 01:06:21,576
, but yes, Cara, will you let people
know where they can find steeple
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01:06:21,606 --> 01:06:25,506
house and how they can dine with you
and experience what you're doing?
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01:06:25,596 --> 01:06:26,046
Absolutely.
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01:06:26,046 --> 01:06:28,806
I can't imagine that anyone is
still listening, but so the one
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01:06:28,806 --> 01:06:30,726
person that may still be for some.
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01:06:31,236 --> 01:06:32,016
Unforeseen.
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01:06:32,016 --> 01:06:33,066
God knows why reason?
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01:06:33,096 --> 01:06:33,246
No.
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01:06:33,636 --> 01:06:34,656
Um, yeah, we're at.
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01:06:35,076 --> 01:06:38,316
It's Thursday to Sunday, we do
counter service for lunch, noon to
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01:06:38,316 --> 01:06:41,826
four, and then we do a five course
prefix, uh, doors open at six 30
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01:06:41,826 --> 01:06:43,536
with one seating at seven o'clock.
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01:06:44,316 --> 01:06:44,736
Yeah, it's small.
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01:06:44,766 --> 01:06:46,296
We only see it is communal seating.
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01:06:46,326 --> 01:06:48,966
So if you come and you show
up, be ready to be kind.
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01:06:49,356 --> 01:06:53,226
And talk it over, you know, don't bring
up like wars and religion and politics.
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01:06:53,226 --> 01:06:53,856
We're not here for that.
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01:06:53,886 --> 01:06:57,006
I'm here for those conversations,
but not at the dinner table stranger.
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01:06:57,006 --> 01:06:57,696
So yeah.
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01:06:57,756 --> 01:07:00,576
, book a seat and come hang out
and we'll see for dinner soon.
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01:07:00,666 --> 01:07:01,176
I love it.
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01:07:01,206 --> 01:07:04,716
Well, I will link your website and
your social media on our show notes.
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01:07:04,906 --> 01:07:09,616
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01:07:14,946 --> 01:07:16,626
, and Kara, thank you again so much.
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01:07:16,656 --> 01:07:16,746
Thank.
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01:07:17,016 --> 01:07:18,486
Erica, we will see you next week.
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01:07:18,516 --> 01:07:19,866
Bye bye.
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Whew.
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01:07:23,646 --> 01:07:24,216
Did it.
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01:07:24,516 --> 01:07:25,476
So good.
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01:07:25,866 --> 01:07:28,416
Oh, So much rambling.
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01:07:29,046 --> 01:07:29,646
Yeah.
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01:07:29,676 --> 01:07:30,392
It's okay.